Just a update on my penis envy issue , i enjoyed myself with big dick ken , a very descrete man , we even swapped mobo numbers , on Saturday i got a message from Ken asking could he phone me , i phoned him and he said a friend of his was visiting and was staying the night , he said do you fancy some fun , no pressure but John likes to dabble with a bit of cock fun , he said you can come around to my house and we will go with the flow , he gave me his address , i thought her we go , lets see where this goes , anyway i went home to change , then made my way to Kens house , got inside and was introduced to John , anyway Ken said me and John are going to have some fun you can watch , they started kissing and rubbing Ken got his cock out and John on his knees started sucking him , then John dropped his pants he was a good 8” and Ken returned the favour this was too much for me i stripped off to join ken sucking Johns cock , he said you took your time stay on your knees , there i was with 2 big cocks , i in my mouth the other i was wanking off , then John said something to ken , he said he will be up that , ken said can we fuck you , i said you will kill me with your cocks he said lets go to the bedroom laying on my front their fingers and lots of lube in my arse hole , gently rubbing a finger tip on my hole and with the lube gently working his finger into my hole , more lube followed and 1 finger was placed by 2 , it was a little uncomfortable to start but know i was enjoying getting finger fucked , then with a bit more lube i was laying on my side , john spooned me putting his cock on my arse hole , he pushed into me , bellend first , the pain was taking my breathe away john said stay with it , the pain was bearable then he moved in a bit more my pain threshold was getting better , my virgin arsehole was tight around johns cock , the more he moved the intense it got , then he was moving it in and out it was a unusual sensation , the more he moved the better it got , he said get on your knees i want to fuck your arse doggy style with more lube squirted on my cock has he fucked me the more , i was enjoying it , john was giving me his full 8” , john said ken hes got a lovely tight hold , ken said you carry on fucking him , he will suck my cock , there i was getting it from both ends i was loving john in my hole and kens big cock in my mouth , i wanted their spunk , ken was first to blow spunking in my arse and ken came in my mouth , i swallowed some the rest dribbled out , my arsehole was sore , and spunk started dripping out of it , i was hoping to be sucked off , but they used me for their own pleasure , i wasnt complaining