Ive read 100s of storys on here and my story probably isnt that good and maybe isnt good enough.the only sex ive ever had before what I did a couple of weeks ago was just wanking,but something i did do was take some knickers from a bag my next door woman left out for charity,which i hid in my bedroom and would wear them wanking.Im an 18 yr old boy and i live in Crosby in liverpool and it was in the sand dunes near formby that I had sex with a man that i met there.I had thought about doing it for ages but I was scared,Ive known for ages that i am gay and have watched loads of gay stuff when im wanking and it was watching one where a man was wearing girls knickers while he was sucking another mans cock that became my favorite one and id sometimes wank 3 times in a day. When id go in the dunes Id some times see men in there and even though I knew that some of them would be looking to have sex and sometimes theyd smile at me or say hallo id pretend i didnt know why on just one time I watched 2 men who were both naked in a hollow away from anywhere.they didnt seeme watching them,they lasted for ages at first wanking each other and then sucking on each others cocks,i didnt see how it ended because i ended up wanking myself and spunked before they finished When I had sex at first i didnt think there was anybody there .I was wearing one of the little knickers belong to the woman next door and i went to where id seen the 2 having sex.there wasnt anybody there,there were a couple of used condoms so somebody had been there,I picked up one of the condoms and it still had spunk in it and i could tell i must have just missed it.My cock was bursting out of the knickers and i know it was a weird thing to do but i held the condom up and as i watched the spunk come out i undid my pants and let them fall down and started wanking myself letting a few drops of the spunk land onto my own cock. I dont remember taking my clothes off but i must have done because i was standing there in just the knickers so small they didnt cover much but loved having them on and im wanking myself.I didnt see him or hear him he seemed to come from nowhere but that didnt matter because he was there watching me.i know i wanted it to happen but when it did i was in a complete panic,i was doing silly things like trying to get the knickers cover me which was a complete non starter,none of it mattered because he had already taken my cock from my hand,i tried to pull away but he was twice my size,im only 5'1" and a complete weakling,his other hand was behind me halding my arse,he was wanking me and i couldnt stop him,he was kissing me on the lips pushing his tongue into my mouth. I stopped trying to fight him and made no attempt to run or anything when he started to strip off.What happened was very like Id seen the other men do we wanked each other and then ended up sucking each others cocks.all the things i often thought about doing were happening,i didnt know how long another man took to spunk but it was when I felt his spunk fill my mouth that I started to shoot my spunk.ive often read on here that nothing was said during having sex and we never spoke to each other,when wed both finished spunking we got dressed and just walked away.ive relived it time and time again