Hi, I’m Richard. I’m 47 years old, have been a closet gay all my life but have had plenty of experiences with other men. I’m married with two kids. No one in my family or circle of friends knows my dirty secret. I’m surprised I’ve kept it as long as I have to be honest. I’ve been a member on this site for just over a year, but have been a member on other swinging sites in the past. What I’m about to tell you happened fairly recently. I have been chatting to a number of guys on this site for a while. I have met up with a couple when I was in their area (I’m a lorry driver, so travel all over the country). I’ve done all sorts really. Young, old, camp, tough. You name it. But what happened the other week was different. I can’t get the experience out of my mind, and the more I think about it the more I just have to share it with you guys. It all started a couple weeks ago. I was on the site speaking to the guys I normally chat too. We were talking dirty and I was trying my best to conceal the hard on they were giving me. My wife was sat across from me reading her book, the kids were upstairs asleep. All of a sudden I received a friend request from someone. I had never spoken to him before, he was responding to my advert that I had posted about being in a certain area in a weeks’ time. I checked out his profile, which consisted of 1 picture (of his torso), he looked skinny but decided to accept on the off chance this was genuine. My wife at this point said she was off to bed and wandered upstairs. The lad’s name was James, he was 18 years old, was at college studying something. He explained that he was always turned on by other boys but was too afraid to do anything about it. He was a virgin and wanted to meet up. At first I kind of thought this was bull shit, but over the next few days we continued to talk, we spoke on the phone and even on webcam. It was pretty obvious that the kid was lonely, confused and needed someone to give him a bit of confidence. I wasn’t sure if we were actually going to do anything. I had fucked younger guys before, but the youngest must have been only 25 or so and he knew he was gay. The thought of taking this lads cherry was a bit of a turn on however. The wife had lost her sex drive in recent years so I was pretty horny all the time. A cheeky hand shandy and the odd meet just wasn’t enough for me. I phoned him the night before I was due to go down, and told him where to meet. I knew there was a secluded layby which was common for lorry drivers to pull in and have a kip if they had to park up overnight. He sounded nervous on the phone but said he would be there. To be honest I was half expecting him to not turn up but since I was down there anyway it wasn’t as if it would be a wasted journey. I pulled into the layby around 5ish. We had agreed to meet at 5:30. 5:30 came and went and there was still no sign of him so I thought my previous suspicions were correct and started getting ready for the long drive back. Then all of a sudden a small car pulled up and out popped a very nervous looking teenage boy. It was James. I got a little excited when I saw him which was a bit strange! Normally I’m so laid back and calm but I suppose looking back on it I was looking forward to meeting him. We had struck up a good little rapport on the phone! I invited him into my cab and we started chatting. I noticed he was constantly looking around, he was very nervous bless him! I would describe him as tall 6ft, skinny but athletic. I’m quite the opposite, a little shorter, and ever so slightly on the porky side (blame the driving for that). We made a bit of small talk at first and gradually it became a bit flirty. He admitted that he had second thoughts about meeting up as he had never done anything quite like this before. He went on to say that he found it difficult to talk to anyone at college and had very few friends. I did feel a bit sorry for him because he was such a nice lad and I knew plenty of people on the site that would quite happily spend some time with him. I told him that he was in charge, I wouldn’t do anything he didn’t feel comfortable doing. The layby was so secluded and was covered by lots of trees and bushes and we hadn’t seen a car in over an hour so felt comfortable that now was the right time. He looked around and then very nervously asked to see my cock. I unbuttoned my jeans and slid them off, along with my pants. I will always remember his face. He looked like a kid at Christmas who has just seen all his presents! He just stared at it, unsure what to do. I’m not a big lad, probably average size. I keep myself trimmed as a lot of the guys I meet enjoy a shaven cock. I asked him whether he wanted to touch it. He said he didn’t know. I smiled and took his hand and placed it on my dick. His hands gently grabbed it and slowly rubbed it. I leant back in the seat and gave him some encouragement. I could now feel my cock swelling up with anticipation. It wasn’t too long before it was fully erect. Just having his teenage fingers wrapped around my shaft was driving me crazy. He started to gain a little confidence and slowly wanked me of. He commented that it was really warm. I noticed that his jeans had a bulge in it. I asked whether I could see his. Again he seemed a little uneasy with the situation but agreed, and slowly slid his trousers off and his briefs. I was a little shocked when I saw it at first. I had obviously seen it before on webcam but in the flesh it looked so much bigger! He wasn’t shaved and had a lovely furry bush. I remember saying something like “it looks pleased to see me” and then reached over and gave it a few tugs. He let out a big breath and said he couldn’t believe he was doing this. I tightened my grip and said “you’re loving it though aren’t you?” He nodded enthusiastically. I asked if it would be ok to give him head. He again nodded so I pushed him back so that he lying across the two passenger seats and quickly went to work on his rock hard 18 year old cock. I must admit that he tasted amazing. I have given head to loads of guys in the past and some of them tasted fucking horrible. But this lad had a nice taste. I suppose he was pure and untouched. Sadly however it didn’t last long. Within a few sucks James was shooting his load into my mouth. It took be by complete surprise at first. I couldn’t believe he ejaculated so quickly! I nearly gagged on his seed as I tried my best to swallow it. I looked up at him in disbelief. He was red in the face and kept apologising. He said that he nearly came when I grabbed his cock! I felt a little smug at this point. He must have been so turned on and excited that just the slightest touch was enough to set him off. I went back down on him and enjoyed cleaning him up. I could hear him let out some very satisfied moans as I licked his head ad shaft. I carefully nibbled on his head which seemed to drive him wild! His balls were huge by the way! It was as if he had 2 years of spunk backed up in them. I gave them a few firm gropes before taking them one at a time in my mouth. I love tea bagging guys. I just love the thought of their balls in my mouth it really gets me hard. James certainly enjoyed it I can tell you that much! I must have been down on him for quarter of an hour so before forcing myself away. I asked whether he would feel comfortable giving me a blow job. He smiled and said ok, so we swapped positions, he grabbed my cock gave it a few tugs and then took it in his young mouth. It felt incredible! He gagged a little at first but then quickly started bobbing his head up and down. I let out a few moans in encouragement. I could see he was smiling, he was obviously getting off on the fact that he was pleasuring an older gentlemen. And this of course was his first time! It was so horny and it felt so right. I started talking dirty to him as he continued to suck my old knob. “you like my cock don’t you.” “yeah, do you want my cum all down your throat.” “I bet you wank over me when you’re alone in bed.” The lad was loving it, it looked like all of his Christmas’ had come all at once! He kept asking me whether he was doing it ok, I remember vividly telling him to keep sucking and pushed his head further down onto my knob! It was roughly at this point I heard a phone ring. He quickly shot up, which annoyed me because I was just about to cum. He fumbled around on the floor trying to find his trousers and answered the phone. It was his mum! I cringe now when I think about it because it just showed how young the lad was. She was asking where he was and what time he would be home for tea! I felt pretty awful at this point. If only she knew what her son was really doing. I looked at the dash clock at it had just gone 7! I couldn’t believe the time had gone so quickly. He said he was at his friend’s house and would be home in a bit. His mum sounded like a right bitch. She was going on and on about this food she had cooked. I was getting a bit bored and reached over and grabbed his cock. I started jerking him off whilst he was speaking to his mother. He was getting pretty excited and was desperately trying to control himself. He finally put the phone down just as he shot load for the second time. Only this time it went all over the cabs floor! His eyes had rolled back into his head as the orgasm engulfed him. He was sweating a little bit too. Obviously embarrassed with the phone call and the fact I had just got him off. He returned to giving me the blow job that he had just started and it wasn’t long before I too was shooting my load into his throat. He gagged at first but I told him to swallow it. “Swallow my load, I want it inside you.” I was surprised, he did it straight away without thinking! For such a shy lad he didn’t mind swallowing my spunk. We chatted for a bit after that, discussing what had just happened. He then said he had to go before his mother became too suspicious. I was a little disappointed because I wanted to do more…to see how far he would go. He asked whether we could meet up again but I knew I wasn’t going to be in the area for a while. We were saying our goodbyes when he asked whether it would be ok to kiss me. Now, I’m not really into kissing. I don’t think I have ever actually kissed another bloke even in the middle of some fucking. It’s just never really done it for me. However the lad looked so disappointed that he wasn’t going to see me for some time that I just thought ‘fuck it’. I leant in and gave him a quick peck on the lips. I started to pull away and then stopped, I then for whatever reason leant back in. But this time it was more of a proper kiss. I opened my mouth allowing his tongue into mine and then put mine in his. What originally started out as a quick peck had suddenly turned into a full blown snog. It actually got quite sexy, I remember him grabbing the back of my head, pulling me in further and before I knew it we were lying on the passenger seats in a tight embrace. It was one of the most sexiest things I had ever done and it felt so right. It was strange because kissing another bloke had never really crossed my mind before. I really didn’t want him to leave now. I desperately wanted to do more things to him. He was virgin for Christ sake! How much fresher do they come. Looking back on it now it was the wrong thing to do but I started pressuring him into sex. I know I shouldn’t have said anything. He was 18, young, confused. And after what we had just done (his first ever sexual experience) pestering him for sex was inappropriate of me. But this was my only chance, I wasn’t going to be back down here for months. I knew if I went back home without trying I would regret it. James wasn’t sure at first. He said that sex was big step and only really wanted to try oral today. I understood where he was coming from, but my horny nature was starting to come out. I just had to have him, particularly after that amazing kiss. We continued kissing and I started to grope him, I was trying every trick in the book to seduce him. I licked his ear and started whispering filthy things it. I could tell he was getting turned on as his erection grew. He eventually agreed so I quickly opened the cab door and pulled him into my living area. It was pretty cramped, just enough room for a fold down bed. I quickly opened the glove box and removed a condom. Poor James didn’t know what to do. I told him to lie down on my bed and relax. He started to wank himself off while I put on the condom. My cock was so rock hard at this point. The thought of fucking this teenager was almost too much for me. I told James to get on all fours, which he did so. I then went down on his bum and started lubing his asshole with my tongue. I spat on it a few times and licked it. ideally I would have liked some lube as I knew this was going to get pretty messy. I told him to relax as it will hurt at first. He nodded obediently. I positioned myself behind him and rubbed my cock on his ass. Teasing him at first. He was breathing really heavy now. He turned around and said he wasn’t sure about this and at this point I started to enter him. “oh fuck!” he cried out. “stop, please it hurts.” He said. I couldn’t stop now, I had to fuck him. “relax, it’ll be ok.” I said, trying to sound reassuring. He looked up at me with his puppy dog eyes as I continued my route into his virgin ass. Fuck me he was tight, it was even hurting me. I managed to get balls deep, his ass tightly gripping my dick. It felt amazing! I tilted my head back, taking it all in. James’ eyes had once again rolled back into his head. He was now starting to enjoy it. “careful Richard, it still hurts.” He said. I leant forward and kissed his neck. I then grabbed his bum and started thrusting in and out. He let out a few cries before beginning to moan. Yes boy, enjoy my cock I thought. With each thrust I was getting quicker and quicker. He was loving it now! His dick was rock hard so I gave it a few tugs whilst I continued to fuck him. the sound of my saggy sweaty balls slapping against his was so sexy. He then out a giant cry as he ejaculated all over my bed sheets. He collapsed onto the bed almost submissively as I continued to have my way with his ass. I remember him just lying there and taking it. What a good little slut he was. It wasn’t log until I felt myself nearing the end. I really started to fuck him now, thrusting hard and fast into his helpless asshole. He was crying out in pleasure, it must have felt amazing his end. I then tightened up as I felt my spunk travelling through my balls, up my shaft and out of my knob. I never came like that before, I just kept shooting my seed into the condom. If only it was in his ass. I would have loved to have filled him up with my jizz! He lay there for a moment, motionless. Taking everything in I bet. He had just met with a complete stranger and had let him fuck him. He looked spent. He eventually climbed up off the bed and joined me in the front of the cab. We had quick chat, shared another wonderful kiss and he left. We’ve been texting one another ever since and I can’t wait to see him again.