I'm a 20 yr. old rugby player from Yorkshire,I love being with my mates,as a team we share a lot.In the baths after a game there,s a lot of horseing around,flicking towels at each others cocks and things like that.A number of the lads go on about cocksuckers,queers and shirtlifters,the problem I have is that if they knew it I'm one of them,I have become a cocksucker. From my early teens I was aware of my interest in other lads cocks,when wanking my fantasies were always about mens bodies.When I joined the rugby club I quickly learned to watch the other lads when they were naked without being sussed.On one occasion a couple of lads decided to wank off one of the other lads,he put up a bit of a struggle but then quickly gave in and let them wank him off,it was all just a bit of a laugh but I couldn't wait to get to my bedroom and wank myself off. It took me ages to find a toilet far enough away from my home to have my first MM sex.I didn't have any doubts about what I wanted,the least I wanted was to be wanked or sucked off by another man,I was also keen to wank or suck a man off.I wore my jock strap instead of underpants,thats the other thing in the changing rooms,I love watching the other lads walk around in jock straps,the fact that theres no back on them I find very attractive. I found a toilet near Bradford,it was empty but when I looked in the 3 cubicles they all had fairly large holes in the partitions,I was a bit disappointed ther was nobody in but decided to take my chance even though it was the kind of place you'd need a car to get to,neither was the place well maintained.As I said,even though it was my first time I was sure of what I wanted. I took all my clothes off including my shoes and socks,the floor felt horrible on my feet but I didn't care.The only thing I had on was my jockstrap,I got a raging hardon,I didn't have any doubts but if I'd had,once I started to play with my cock all I could think of was having sex and hopefully somebody would arrive soon. My excitement increased when somebody entered the toilets and was dashed again when after a minute or so he left.Almost immediately the footsteps returned,my door was tried even though the other 2 were open,I just knew this was it and I wasn't wrong. His face came right away to the hole in the partition,I had my hand down thr front of my jockstrap playing with my cock,he stayed looking for a couple of seconds,I sat on the loo and looked through the hole.Now I've seen lads undress bollock naked but watching him undo his shirt and take off had me wanking myself harder and harder,he did everything very slowly.I could even feel myself breathing deeper and deeper when he undid the top of his trousers,then the zip moving it down slowly.It was like a dream come true when I got the first glimpse of white silky girls pants.he lowered his trousers onto his thighs,still holding it with one hand. His cock was so visible through the thin material,he didn't have a full hardon but it was definitely getting there.He rubbed his free hand over the front of the pants and I watched,feeling hornier than I'd ever done in my life,as he got himself fully hard and lifted his cock clear of the elastic of the pants,my own jockstrap felt suddenly downgraded,I would love to have been wearing what he was wearing. I watched him bend down and remove his trousers,fold them and put them on the cistern,all the time his cock looking fantastic sticking straight up from top of the pants.He sat on the loo and our eyes met,then he put 2 fingers onto the hole put his tongue out and flicked it up and down,opening and closing his mouth,I knew immediately what he wanted,I knew he was offering to suck my cock.I stood up,turning around as I did so,I wanted him to see my naked arse,then turned back facing him,having quickly learned to do things slowly,I lifted the jockstrap off my cock and moved down to my thighs,I took hold of my balls and stretched them.I could hear his hand slap against his lap,he wanted me to know he was wanking himself,I liked that. Like he had done I bent forward slowly to remove my jockstrap,then held my cock in my hand in front of the hole,he tapped his fingers on the hole again.The partition was so thin and the hole big enough to put everything through to the other side,he wasn't to know he was the first man ever to handle my cock,I reached up to the top of the partition and held on.Both his hands were on me,one manipulating my balls the other the other taking a firm grip on my cock and give it long slow wanks. I felt him pull my cock downwards and forwards and feed it into his mouth.It took a massive effort not to cum there and then,but one thing I've learned with rugby is to discipline my body.I relaxed myself and started to totally enjoy what his mouth was doing to my cock,I also quickly realised he didn't want to just suck me off,he was playing with it.After a couple of minutes he let go of my cock from his mouth and put his hand back on it and wanked it,I could feel the coldness of his saliva on my balls. It was as if I'd done it many times before,once he let go of my cock,I pulled it back through,I looked at it,it was deep pink and wet.I didn't have time to admire it too much,his cock was already standing upright inside my cubicle,twitching so much it was touching on the partition.I did exactly what he'd done to mine,holding his balls in one hand and wanked him with the other.Our cocks were almost of an identical size,holding his in my hand felt like I was holding my own and wanking it was like wanking my own. I took a deep breath and lowered my head into position,this was my moment,I wasn't in the least nervous,I'd thought so long about this moment,when I would suck my first cock,yes I was going to become a cocksucker.It was everything I'd hoped,the life in the head,my lips closing around the shaft,the constant throbbing,even the power I felt knowing that at that moment I litterally owned that cock,I could hold onto it and suck it off or choose to wank it,I know now that every time I entrust my cock to another man he has the same power. For the next half hour or so we variously wanked and sucked on each others cocks,another man had entered the other cubicle but said he would just watch until one of us had come off and he wanted to play with the other one,that seemed reaonable. He might have had to wait longer but my pants wearing cocksucker said he had to go,he asked me to suck him off,it too was everything I hoped it would be,the sudden swelling of his cock in my mouth a second before the first hot bursts of spunk arrived,feeling the spunk hitting against the inside of my mouth,the heat of the spunk,the texture of the spunk,swallowing the spunk,it had everything and I mean everything.He didn't rush away,he cleaned his cock with a handkerchief,he put the girls pants back on slowly,as sexily as he'd removed them,then slowly dressed himself,put his hand through and shook my hand and said thanks,enjoy yourself. I looked through the other hole,a noticeably smaller cock but rock hard,that was great to watch he said,what do you want to do,I smiled to myself knowing that what I suddenly wanted was to suck his cock off as well.Would I go red the next time they talked about cocksuckers in the changing room at the rugby club.