Years ago I was seduced as I worked in a DIY shop, my boss had gone home for lunch leaving me to run the shop. A older guy came in and after some time I found he was seducing me, by chatting me up, rubbing his hand over my groin whereby I got erection. Subsequently we went to the back of the shop out of sight where he took me into his arms and kissed me, undid my belt, lowered my jeans took out my cock and sucked me as well. then made me go down on my knees and suck him off, culminating in him cumming in my mouth, I wanted to spit it out but he stood me up and kissed me again and I had to swallow his warm salty cum to respond. he kept coming back to the shop for weeks doing the same until I left and took employment elsewhere. However having experienced that for years I used to fantasise about a repeat session , now in my late fifties I have started to go on fabguys for meetings and sex whereby I am the bottom guy, I love the kissing and being fucked but I am also a Christian and worry about what I am doing , feeling guilty, I visit st osyth beach too a nudist beach whereby ive had a couple of gay experiences, I am weak in the flesh as they say and want to continue to be used by guys or even a group of guys even wondering what it would be to be fucked bareback and for the guy or guys to cum inside me...I will one day decide what to do but in a quandary with by sexual desires and my faith