Now March has come I have my eyes wide open. On the 1st of February I entered a chat room and met an amazing man. We immediately clicked and the chemistry was there in spades. We simply could not get enough of each other. Exchanging photos and talking every night. He was my special secret lover. Everyday the sun shone and I walked around with a smile. I was in love no doubt about it. But was I in love with a dream that would never be reality? Just a week ago my emails went unanswered and I didn't see him on line for a whole week. I have never chased a man in my life and wasn't about to start, but was heartbroken. Eventally I could bear it no longer and sent a text which merely said "Your silence speaks volumes" That evening he was there again. My heart should have lept, but somehow I was just going through the motions. I had lost faith, trust, and maybe a would-be lover. March is here and February is just a dream away. My heart is broken.