This is not a religious thread as I have never been a follower. This is the journey of a girl of 12 that had to find out.
Since the age of 12 something happened to me that changed my direction in life, until that point I thought we found it easy to give love, to like, to respect, to give warmth to everyone. At that was all I had know and be shown, I was lucky for that I know.
At the age of 12 I first witness personally hate, hatred of me this lead me try and understand why. Why would anyone hate another it was a concept that drove me on a private mission within myself to understand.
I have never had any training to understand but everyone I met in life I felt the need for them to help me understand by delving to find our how they think, what they feel, and then try and understand reactions.
Reactions and opinions of others are easy for me to understand and accept maybe that is why I have never judged always accepted people for who they are, and what it is they would like to offer me Love or Hate.
This journey has just ended at aged 44 I have felt I have always doubted myself through those people that hated me, I felt maybe I deserved hate as I said something or felt something that lead them to believe it.
I have felt confused and that confusion I turn on myself to cause the self doubt, but the one thing they could never destroy was the love within me that I had to share. They also never passed on the hate they felt.
Where they destroyed my schooling I have always felt stupid as I ended up failing my exams and my teacher told me I was stupid.
Well all I can say those people from school have given me my best education of all, and it is all self taught, they have given me the ability to understand and never judge anyone something I have never done, but at 44 can totally understand why.
For my flounce a few weeks ago, That was the moment of my discovery the time I hit back at those bullies and teachers but I didn’t expect anyone to understand that, and I doubt if anyone did, as it was out of character of me as that is the nastiest I have ever been to anyone.
But these forums have helped me express a lot and I have made two real friends here from the chat rooms that have helped me to find myself, they have taken the time to find out who I am and understand me and accept me for myself and I felt never judged me. The rest I hold no malice it just isn’t in me.
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My journey has ended.
Blimey minx, what a thread for so early in the morning
Sounds like you had a real tough time all those years ago, but I'm pleased you seem to have worked your way through it.
Well done, be proud that your inner love was not destroyed, a less strong person may have crumbled completely
They do say that what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
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mrs kns
Sounds like you had a real tough time all those years ago, but I'm pleased you seem to have worked your way through it.
Well done, be proud that your inner love was not destroyed, a less strong person may have crumbled completely
They do say that what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
:kiss: mrs kns
Sex God
I don't see it as a flounce at all.
It sounds to me like Minx finally got to grips and understanding with something that had a hugely negative impact on her life a while ago. Though I must admit, how you managed it through the forums here Minxy is beyond me, but all the power to you for doing it!
It's good to know that bullies can and will always be beaten, no matter how long it takes or how painful the process.
Just remember though, you never stop learning, the day you think you know it all, is the day you may as well go and buy a Daily Mail! ;-)
It sounds to me like Minx finally got to grips and understanding with something that had a hugely negative impact on her life a while ago. Though I must admit, how you managed it through the forums here Minxy is beyond me, but all the power to you for doing it!
It's good to know that bullies can and will always be beaten, no matter how long it takes or how painful the process.
Just remember though, you never stop learning, the day you think you know it all, is the day you may as well go and buy a Daily Mail! ;-)
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I don't see it as a flounce at all.
It sounds to me like Minx finally got to grips and understanding with something that had a hugely negative impact on her life a while ago. Though I must admit, how you managed it through the forums here Minxy is beyond me, but all the power to you for doing it!
Yep, that's exactly how I read it. Good on yer Minx, good to see you back.
WOW Minxy!
Its good to type at times!
I feel these forums must of been a way for you to bear soul at times, type your inner most feelings and the such, cheaper than visiting a person on a couch!
(typed tongue in cheek)
You have handled your self well, and if this opening up about your life as been like a release for past events......praise be to the forums!
We all do things in our own different ways, what works for one, may not work for another.
Flounce, what flounce, thought you had gone on a holiday!
Lucys post.
Its good to type at times!
I feel these forums must of been a way for you to bear soul at times, type your inner most feelings and the such, cheaper than visiting a person on a couch!
(typed tongue in cheek)You have handled your self well, and if this opening up about your life as been like a release for past events......praise be to the forums!
We all do things in our own different ways, what works for one, may not work for another.
Flounce, what flounce, thought you had gone on a holiday!
Lucys post.
Quote by Lucyandmike7
WOW Minxy!
Its good to type at times!
I feel these forums must of been a way for you to bear soul at times, type your inner most feelings and the such, cheaper than visiting a person on a couch!
You have handled your self well, and if this opening up about your life as been like a release for past events......praise be to the forums!
We all do things in our own different ways, what works for one, may not work for another.
Flounce, what flounce, thought you had gone on a holiday!
Lucys post.
Seconded :)
I didn't think of it as a flounce either.
I can empathise with the self awareness/growth experiences.
The light bulb went on in my head and took away some of the shadows during a period of psychotherapy a while ago. Since then its been a lovely path to tread. Although I stumble and fall I usually pick myself up and find myself stronger.
Well done, good look, big hug and thank you for all your input here.
I can empathise with the self awareness/growth experiences.
The light bulb went on in my head and took away some of the shadows during a period of psychotherapy a while ago. Since then its been a lovely path to tread. Although I stumble and fall I usually pick myself up and find myself stronger.
Well done, good look, big hug and thank you for all your input here.
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I didn't think of it as a flounce either.
I can empathise with the self awareness/growth experiences.
The light bulb went on in my head and took away some of the shadows during a period of psychotherapy a while ago. Since then its been a lovely path to tread. Although I stumble and fall I usually pick myself up and find myself stronger.
Well done, good look, big hug and thank you for all your input here.
Thanks Ben xxx
you say that like I am going, I am not going I have only just arrived
You know me I like to question to think and learn I have only learnt one lesson, life is a forever ending education. I cant give up learning now I feel it is just my beginning.
So first question, is the earth really round? :lol:
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What are you doing here posting?
What, now I'm not allowed to post on here? ;)
Of course I just thought you might have work to do! :P
I need my spot of perving
Does perving help the mind concertrate then? :lol:
By the way do you wank? just a survey I am doing on another thread. :lol:
Quote by Theladyisaminx
What are you doing here posting?
What, now I'm not allowed to post on here? ;)
Of course I just thought you might have work to do! :P
I need my spot of perving
Does perving help the mind concertrate then? :lol:
By the way do you wank? just a survey I am doing on another thread. :lol:
It gives me the chance to take a break from the other stuff my brain is working on.
Yes, frequently though not to orgasm that often.
congratulations MINXY....however I don't think your journey has ended, I simply think you have turned the corner and its now all downhill as far as the eye can see. now that doesn't mean there will not be a few more hills to climb before the very end, but you now know you have the strengh to climb them.
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congratulations MINXY....however I don't think your journey has ended, I simply think you have turned the corner and its now all downhill as far as the eye can see. now that doesn't mean there will not be a few more hills to climb before the very end, but you now know you have the strengh to climb them.
Thanks Dean,
I would say up hill, I have found I dont mind a challege and I have set myself a new mountain to climb, but when I reach that top, what a view I will have.
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So first question, is the earth really round?
No it's not, its an ellipsoid, slightly wider along the spinning access and slightly flatter at the polar regions.
We are held to the surface by gravity - Gravity is not universally strong all around the world, in fact it is slightly weaker in some areas where the earths crust is exceptionally thick.
There, I knew my earth science class at uni would come in handy some day.
Sex God
I reckon i felt this moment coming in a few posts you have made. Hoorah !
You always seemed a great personality to me, only difference is now you know it !
x
You always seemed a great personality to me, only difference is now you know it !
x
Sex God
awwww minxie my sweet sweet friend i'm so so happy you have finally felt you have come out the other side
you cannot let the world grind you down you have to kick back at the bugger to know you are alive and you have done that very succesfully and i couldn't be more chuffed
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you cannot let the world grind you down you have to kick back at the bugger to know you are alive and you have done that very succesfully and i couldn't be more chuffed
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Sex God
More importantly... Does this mean Minxy will be getting the "dynamic duo" out on hairdryer cam?
The public needs to be told!
;-)
The public needs to be told!
;-)
Thank you all for your kind encouragement both here and pm’s I have been moved with words that have been written.
I can’t stop from being inquisitive and questioning as life is all an education there is so much to learn.
Res my dynamic duo???
I can only think what you might mean, they are staying firmly where they have always been. :P
But the hairdryer will be back soon, still hot and blowing.
I can’t stop from being inquisitive and questioning as life is all an education there is so much to learn.
Res my dynamic duo???
I can only think what you might mean, they are staying firmly where they have always been. :P
But the hairdryer will be back soon, still hot and blowing.
Sex God
Have you ever thought of starting a blog Minx?
