I would just like to throw myself upon the mercy of others in these rooms and ask for either acceptance or admonishment from my peers for my actions (or potential ones… wishful thinking as they may be).
Am I wrong in wanting to join some of you guys in here even though I have a partner?
If I may explain, my partner is in NO WAY interested in these kind of activities and thinks this is perverted and wrong to the point of sadness!! I've tried to argue the case of "each to their own" but to no avail!! Obviously she has no idea I come in here and would probably kill me if she ever found out. I have a somewhat higher sex drive than her and (trying desperately to not sound offensive to her) find myself wanting more stimulation than the "Sunday morning fumbles" and craving the excitement these activities could offer.
Even though the likelihood of me encountering like-minded people in my area are somewhat slim (my only encounter to date being at a motorway services where a couple appeared to be getting it on in the car beside me in the car park. However despite my interior light flashing like a demented lighthouse, they simply got out and went into the services apparently… or obviously… unaware of my interest!!) I still hold the slightest hope that I will meet someone willing to let me taste this pleasure.
So? Am I wrong in my search and should be banished to the pits of depravity for "cheating" on my girlfriend or am I accepted for wanting to realise my hidden desires before I die (so as to speak)?