I have just been through similar - and thought things would never be good again.
But, as everyone else is saying, things get better - time is the greatest healer!
I have just managed to stop my anti-depressants (with doctors full support)
And despite the innevitable "blue moments" - things are coming good again, learning how to laugh and smile a LOT more than before I even broke up!
Now on lookout for some good fun over Christmas.
Try to take the positives from other peoples experiences, and realise things WILL get better - taking something up to distract your mind is an excellent idea (I picked up a guitar, and believe me, it is still helping - plus I am learning something new too!)
John