Christmas is just over, Thank goodness, Jeff my regular partner cum driver is away up north visiting his relations till the new year, I met Jeff online early this year, It was love at first sight when we met,I was completely smitten, But alas it wasn't going to be the love affair i had hoped for, Jeff is a watcher, I had seen Them before while i have been cruising in the woods at Mildenhall, always on the edge, just looking,sometimes masturbating, They have often appeared at the window when i have been sucking a man off in my car, After the initial fright i became used to it, I began to find it a turn on knowing i was being watched, Jeff started buying me sexy clothes, skirts that were far too short, Falsies that i had never bothered with before, Stockings and suspenders where i had previously used holdups, He arranged meetings online, When i got into his car i never knew if we were going to a house, a layby or even the truckstop at Swavesey, Jeff had left instructions that i wasn't to meet until his return, He would arrange things on his return, I was bored, i felt lonely, i wanted to feel pretty so i got dressed, took time applying my makeup,, It seemed silly to sit here all made up, I could go for a drive, i didn't need to meet, it wouldn't harm to just flirt a bit, It was a cold damp evenig, i was sure nothing was going to happen, Nine oclock saw me pulling into the layby at Worstead lodge on the A11, It was dark and quiet, just two cars and what looked like a builders van, I pulled up close behind the van and lit a cigarette, I reclined my seat and lay back enjoying the rare cigarette that i allowed myself, I was disturbed by the sound of a sliding door being opened, I watched fasinated as a short bald man exited the van and emptied a bowl of hot water, he then reached down and placed a gas bottle beside the van, It then occured to me that he must be living in the van, I watched as he disappeared back inside, The layby returned to silence and i lay back again, I was reading a text from jeff when i heard the van door again, I had just finished my message when the passenger door opened, The man from the van slid in, "Hello, Thats me parked in front, I saw you pull up, Mmmm love the skirt and stockings," he reached over and slid his cold hand up my skirt, Why do i always spread my legs when that happens, i swear i don't realise i am doing it, "Hello, i stammered, I just stopped for a cigarette", he laughed, "I love it when i meet one of your sort that smokes, it always makes me think of putting something else in your mouth,, Look, why don't we get in the van, theres more room and we can have some fun. I mean, thats what your here for isn't it?" I couldn't argue with that, The van conversion was a crude home made job with a bed running the length of the far wall, He gently pushed onto it with my back against the wall, He knelt on the floor and pulled me close, there was no gentle foreplay as he pressed his lips to mine, i adore being kissed and opened my mouth to allow his tongue inside,I placed my hands on his head as we kissed, his tongue in my mouth then mine in his,, this went on for what seemed ages, We finally broke apart, ,"Fuck! your a hot bitch, you fucking love it." He pushed me back on the narrow bed, My back pressed hard against the hard wall of the van, he stood up, and went to release his belt but my hands were already there, I tore at his trousers, His hard cock sprung free, It wasn't overly large but much thicker than i was used to. He leaned forward "Smoke that you sexy whore," i was unable to answer as my mouth was already full of him, Holding the back of my head he roughly fucked my mouth, looking over his shoulder i could see a white face pressed against the window, I prepared myself to swallow when he urgently pulled out and dropped back to his knees, His lips clamped back on mine , My tongue filled his mouth, He reached down, tearing at my panties, instinctly i raised my legs, he moved in closer , pushing me yet harder against the side of the van, The blunt head of his thick peniis was poised at the opening of my cunt, "Oh fuck, yes, God i am going to fuck you," his hands reached round my hips as he thrust hard, I was so ready for breeding My cunt opened easily to take him but as he thrust the pain from the wall of the van was excruciating, "Oh god, Stop, Stop your hurting me" He seemed surprised for a moment then smirked, "Fuck off, youv'e taken bigger cock than this, you were fucking begging for it, i will stop when i have shot my spunk in you," "No,No, My back, its against something sharp" he paused his thrusting, "Oh, Sorry babe, I thought you meant my cock," "No, No, thats fine, wonderful," still deep inside me he managed to move me further along away from the protrusion, "Oh yes, thats better, Now fuck me , fuck me hard, i am ready for your spunk," At least the discomfort seemed to have calmed both our passions and he began thrusting again, glancing over his shoulder i could still see the face at the window, just for a brief moment i thought of Jeff, all other thoughts went as he pulled me to him hard,, mostly when i am fucked i am on all fours but this time i could look into his eyes as i felt him swell inside, as the warmth of his spunk spread inside me he leaned in to kiss me, It was at this moment i mentioned that we were being watched, He smiled, "Fucking good luck to them, I have had what i want but if you feel you can take another fucking good luck to you too," I laughed with him, "I don't know it feels mean not to let him have some fun," "Fuck me , your sort are never satisfied, see what he says, He can always have you in here if you don't mind me watching," Now i know why all those years ago i liked watching my wife with other men, I think its in us all. Cathy