FORWARD

This is a ' loose' account of something that happened to me 43 years ago when I was young, free, and still single, exploring my new found sexuality, thankfully my girlfriend at the time never found out?, however that notion would prove superfluous as she'd destroy me in the most humiliating, soul destroying way ( see back to black)

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This happened back in 1981/82 when we had the worst winter weather in years so quite a memorable incident in so many ways.

I still think about that one moment where I was discovered by a work colleague whose suspicions would be confirmed at the office party.

I'd be in my very early twenties, still fresh and naive in the world of dressing up in women's clothes, my innocence would be my Achilles heel and would be exploited to the full that night and a good 36 hours afterwards.

This particular office party was nothing special, the usual drinks and nibbles, a few snogs in the stationary cupboard with several older women who wanted to check the new boy out, to be honest I was a bit embarrassed as some of those older ladies really got me aroused! I'd watch them gathered round the drinks table looking in my direction, giggling, well I'll admit, I was also having a good time as the drinks flowed. 

By 7pm it had quietened down as people left , leaving just about 6 of us so we thought a bit of a night on the town was in order, so 4 of the older ladies and a man called John.

He was older than me, I guess in his early 40’s and had recently gone through a messy divorce, according to the office gossip.

John had from my arrival, taken me under his wing and showed me the ropes , by the end of the night he would show more than I'd ever dreamed of but for now we just went from pub to pub, losing the odd women as they copped off with a fella, well it was Christmas!

The one thing I did find odd that evening was the way the women would look at me when John was next to me talking,  I thought nothing of it, I was the new boy so to speak after all, I just thought they were comparing notes, the return to the office in the New year was going to be a little embarrassing for some of us.

Well the night went on until just the three of us went into the last pub all very merry. 

By now, the last woman saw her friends and left me alone with john. 

Now he had me on my own. His demeanor changed as he became more friendly, asking me questions about myself but nothing for me to suspect what his intentions were.

By now the weather had closed in, now bitterly cold with flurries of snow which turned heavy very quickly.

My bus home had been cancelled leaving me stranded in town, looking back it looked like the elements had conspired against me, my fate was assured in John's favour.

Seeing my initial disappointment of being stranded, John offered me a bed for the night, I had no idea that bed would also include him! 

The walk was hard with the weather but within half an hour we were at his flat in the more swanky part of town, opening the door he invited me in, I was so glad just to be somewhere warm.

John's charm offensive was now about to step up a gear, my naivety still masking his intentions as we drank coffee on the sofa.

We watched a bit of telly then he just brazenly came out with it 

‘ you fancy watching a porno’ 

My face went scarlet red, That I wasn't expecting as he reached over for a VHS cassette and pushed it into the VCR.

To be honest, it was a little tame, usual stuff I'd seen many times before on my own, this was different watching with another man which hindered my excitement as I struggled to hide my  erection in my trousers, however I did notice he'd look at my lap very casually so as not to give him away whilst rubbing a very obvious bulge in his trousers which initially unnerved me.

The video ended and the screen went blank, suddenly it came back on as John desperately tried to switch it off as a man was fucking a transvesite, there was no doubt that the man fucking the young transvesite over the sofa was John! 

I'm not sure if this was a deliberate action but his face was now more crimson than mine was.

For once this chatty man was lost for words and tried to dismiss the tape as someone who looked like him, however the sofa and room in the video was undeniably his.

He had to come clean and tried to explain and how his  ex wife found out then the divorce,  by now he had tears in his eyes as he went on as to how lonely he'd become admitting that some of the people at work knew his secret which now explained why the woman at the party kept looking at me whilst I was chatting away with him.

Well the weather had now made me a captive in his flat as the snow fell.

There was something about John I liked but tried hard not to show,  he must have known that I'd accept his advances, he just needed the right moment, well I guess this was it.

Now came the questions, was I shocked at what I'd just seen?

I replied very tentatively so as not to give myself away but he knew and kept on with the subtle questions until I stumbled over myself with the ‘ have you ever tried anything like that ‘ again my face went bright red as I blurted out my past experience with my friend and people he knew, his eyes lit up, ‘ I knew it' he laughed , ‘ don't be ashamed, I think you'd look quite nice in a dress’  nervously i smiled at his statement, my face burning red hot with shame , I'd never thought of myself as attractive but the compliment lowered my guard enough' for John to get closer.

Well that was it, the conversation quickly escalated until he was sure he'd gained my confidence, then that suggestion I follow him into his bedroom.

I hadn't expected anything like this, John was almost twice my age but strangely I felt safe with him , also attracted  to him which he was about to exploit to his advantage.

He opened a wardrobe door which was filled with women's clothes, his ex wife's, he couldn't bare to throw them out but he had other uses for them now which I quickly found out when I recognised a dress from the video.

Very sheepishly, he asked, ‘  don't normally ask my guests like yourself but I think your special’ a long pause, then ‘ would you wear one of these for me? Please’ there was a sound of desperation in his voice but also a sign of vulnerability which sounded so sweet.

I don't know what came over me, perhaps the alcohol? But I thought why not, I am his guest after all.

I did test him though by asking what I could wear, his reply was simple, anything you want.

What a dilemma! In the draws were panties, some stained from previous conquests I guess but managed to find a clean pair of red lacy ones, some hold ups although I had to search through for some without ladders in!

Then the dress, a black halterneck dress with a deep v in the front and almost backless right down to my bottom.

His eyes watched my every move but I was about to turn the tables and make him wait as I went to the bathroom to change and clean myself, I had a pretty good idea what was on his mind and now I was feeling a bit excited myself, a new chapter was about to unfold and my desire for older men was born.

Stripping off and neatly folding my clothes I started my transformation. 

I remember the dress size exactly as a size 12, it fitted perfectly as I stepped into it and slipped it up my body, she must have had a small bust size as the top just about fitted.

Putting on the red lacy panties, my young cock now showed an eagerness as it poked the front of my panties out, on went the hold ups that looked like they had seen plenty of action with ladders in them from clumsy fingers. I did my best with them but I actually liked the way they made me look slutty.

Well this was it, I'd somehow summoned up the courage to dress for a man I hardly knew, now could I actually go through with what he had in mind for me?, for a moment I was reliving in my head,  that first time with my friend, the very thought had my heart thumping away, yes, this was it, I was about to let a man almost twice my age have sex with me, however I was about to get more than I bargained for.

To be honest, I was actually quite nervous, looking at myself in the bathroom mirror I thought to myself , could I really go through with this? It was quite sudden and totally unexpected but that painful hardon in my lacy panties reminded me I'd been brought here for a reason.

With a deep breath, I opened the door and peered round, half expecting John to be impatiently waiting but he wasn't there.

Unfamiliar with the flat I looked round, he was back on the sofa , watching a more graphic video of a young crossdresser restrained on a bed and being fucked by two men, the bed was undeniably his and one of the men pounding away at the young transvesites bottom was him! 

He sorted the cushions for me to sit next to him and handed me a large scotch, that would help with my nerves as I had absolutely no idea what he'd do with me considering the video we were watching.

I crossed my legs in a vain attempt to keep his hands off my now weeping hard cock but I shouldn't have worried, well not yet anyway as he snuggled up next to me, his hand softly stroking my nipples through the dress, it took just that for me to melt into his arms as his hand now made its way into the dress, I put my glass down and sat back into the sofa, that was what he was waiting for, my submission, now things really started to heat up as he came in to kiss me ever so softly on the lips, my response was immediate, I'll confess , I'd not had sex with a man since my friend left for London for so this sudden interest in me was most welcome.

I responded in kind,  our lips locked together as our tongues slithered like eels  in each other's mouth as our kisses turned into a deep hard snog. I opened my eyes briefly and saw him looking at me with a fire in his eyes, he'd obviously seen something he liked and liked a lot!,  he was going to make the most of this moment as his hand softly caressed my nipples, I sank further back into the sofa.

This wasn't what I had planned but I'd fallen for his charm and commanding performance on me as my nipples rose under his soft caresses.

My crossed legs now pushed open so he had full access to my painfully hard cock, it's pre cum now showing through the lace panties.

He'd not finished with my nipples yet as he leaned over and pulled the tie holding the halter neck dress up, pulling at it, the dress went slack and fell down you my tiny waist, now he went to town on both my nipples , sucking biting and pulling at them, all making me moan with both pleasure and  pain simultaneously,   I could sense John liked, CONTROL.

This went on for several minutes,  then his hand slowly made it's way to the hem of the dress, lifting it to expose my panties which revealed Just how aroused I'd become.

A finger traced it's way down my body and onto the top of  my cock, circling around the weeping slit, my cock still safely tucked into the knickers, a now very prominent wet patch visible.

‘ hmmmmm, now who's the sissy with the hard clitty’ John now sounded serious, this was going somewhat further than I'd imagined as he stroked the whole length of my sissy cock from my ball sack to the tip of my cock, my god, that felt wonderful as he continued that action, my still developing almost 5 inch  cock straining as his finger continued to tease me.

I just couldn't comprehend what was happening to me, I should have been home with my girlfriend but here I was, with a man almost twice my age wearing his ex wife's clothes having my cock literally tortured into exploding into the panties.

Given the state of some of the panties in the draw, this wasn't his first time doing this and I'll admit, he was damn good at it as my body, now fully relaxed as it waited for its reward, one I was totally unexpecting as he slipped his hand into my now sodden panties, a few strokes of my patheticly small cock before it found itself under my foreskin and slipping around my glans, Oh my! The sensations of another man teasing my cock in this fashion was out of this world;,

John seemed transfixed on my foreskin, watching my facial reactions as that finger of his made me produce more yummy pre-cum making his finger slipping effortlessly inside the hood of my foreskin as he stretched it over a now hard and frustrated cock, he'd prepared it so well and I really needed to ejaculate before my balls exploded, yes John knew exactly what he was doing, the damp patch in my panties had now turned into quite a wet mess as my cock now involuntary oozed out more juice for John to use on me.

All this time John's anticipation was building like a pressure cooker I don't think he'd met anybody like me before ?, who was  I kidding, I bet he had   a whole portfolio of young men at is beck and call, I was just his latest conquest, fresh meat if you please, everything had conspired against me but in a good way, we'd be snowed in for a good 36 hours, my girlfriend stranded at her parents down south and had decided to see the week out with them so essentially I was all on my own, no constraints no excuses, for the duration I was John's and he was going to make the most of that very fact.

John knew I was about to lose control as his finger toyed with my erection trapped inside those panties, he watched my facial expressions very closely as he brought me ever closer to the most powerful ejaculation to date.

The one thing I'll always remember was what he said moments before I had an uncomfortable spasm in my panties, ‘ Are you going to cum for daddy' ? 

A few more soft tentative strokes up and down my rock hard shaft, then it happened.

His eyes locked on mine has the familiar tingle within my solid cock  increased,  this was a familiar feeling and one I love so much but something else was also happening to me something I'd not experienced before as that  sensation increased in intensity John now watched with interest, this is what he'd been building up to and was about to be rewarded as was I, without realizing, about to cum as that tingle had now built up into a feeling that momentarily took over my hips as they desperately started to involuntary thrust , I desperately wanted to ejaculate but somehow couldn't , for one moment there was a pain in my groin then the most intense reaction as my cock literally exploded into my panties, desperately I tried to grab my cock as I normally do when I cum but John held my arms down to let my body expel what must have been my biggest ejaculation to date, I cried out so loud which made him smile, he'd achieved his goal as we both watched my cock twitching up and down as it spewed its pent up sperm.

My panties, just damp before now started to filter through my sperm forming a quite impressive pool which slowly got absorbed back into my panties, the coolness of the wetness as the front and gusset filled up.

I was panting away , my heart felt like it was about to explode as I slowly came down from that tantric moment, John still holding me down watched as my once hard young cock now withered, my body now covered in my own sperm.

John looked at his, or was this my unexpected achievement, I foolishly thought he'd had his fun, he'd had the new office junior but I was about to be drawn into a world of depravity I'd grow to enjoy.

Once I'd calmed down he got off the sofa and on his knees In front of me, very carefully he pulled down my spunk filled panties and slid them down off my smooth legs, wiping my sperm off me, he looked into the gusset and smiled ‘ that's more than enough’ he said to me, I hadn't understood what he meant as he put them on the coffee table and proceeded to strip in front of me, shirt off, he looked nice , hairless and fit, then came the trousers which he struggled with at first but finally they dropped to the floor, they were hiding a secret all this time as his underpants tented out towards me, the tip of his cock made his white  pants translucent, a definite outline of the slit of his cock surrounded by a wet patch of his own excitement.

Very slowly and deliberately he pulled them down, he was now visually playing with me as he pulled that magnificent hard cock of his downwards, the elasticated waistband held his cock with quite some tension until it could hold it no more and it sprung back up with a loud slap as it hit his magnificent six pack, that was just a mere distraction as I took in the sight of my first real  grown man's cock.

Dimensionally it was similar to my friends only in length , although slightly bigger, it's girth however for me was frighteningly large I knew exactly where he wanted to put that but dimensionally it looked impossible even his glans , purple and flared pointing at it's victim, the foreskin was pulled back by the sheer size of the thing to reveal quite a sizable , if not swollen glans ready for me

His first reaction was to introduce me to his cock in the only way he knew.

Moving towards me, still sat on the sofa, me, staring at his cock like a rabbit in headlights as it got ever closer to my face, then contact as that massive bulbous head touched my lips, he moved it around my lips, the oozing pre cum spread over them, pulling back so I could see strings of pre cum before rubbing  his cock over my lips  until he could tease me no more and pushed against my lips, his cock pushed past them, I watched him as he closed his eyes as he introduced his hard cock to me.

The girth of his cock stretched my mouth to accommodate it as he pushed a good 4 inches in, this I could handle but the girth of it would leave me with jaw ache afterwards inevitably his hips started to rock back and forth, this was it, he was going to face fuck me as his hips pushed his cock further into my willing mouth,  his cock getting  ever closer to entering my throat, something I'd not done before so very unsure what to do.

I could tell John was enjoying every moment as his cock edged ever closer to entering my throat, the control he now had over me was overwhelming as his hands now wrapped around my head, that  should have been a clue what he was about to do to me but I was also now consumed in pleasure as his cock slid effortlessly past my lips which I'd unconsciously tightened around his shaft, some oooos and ahhhs as he quickened his thrusts then without warning he pushed all the way into my mouth, his cock only had one way to go  as it was forced into my throat, that sudden motion caught me out as I choked but couldn't, I panicked and tried to pull away as I couldn't breathe, firmly he held my head against his groin,  cock now firmly nestled in my throat.

‘ look up to me slut ‘ he ordered, I did so immediately, tears streaming down my face in a panic as I tried to gag, yes he really enjoyed seeing me like this as he pulled my face right into his groin, his cock started to twitch, I prayed he wasn't about to shoot his hot spunk  directly into my stomach, he just stood watching me as I struggled with his manhood buried deep into my throat.

He'd seen enough and withdrew his cock from my mouth, apparently I'd passed the test. Gasping for breath I recomposed myself 

John would be full of surprises as he retrieved the panties, still loaded with spunk, had I cum that much?

‘ I hope your hungry slut’ with that he did the most unexpected thing as he put his cock into the cum filled panties and wiped it over his shaft and presented it to me, his cock, now coated in my own sperm, long stings hanging from his glans, ‘’ Suck it'.

John had suddenly become more assertive and wasn't to be messed with as I opened my mouth to accept his cock, now covered in my own sperm.

It slid in with ease, closing my lips around it caused some of my sperm to gather around my lips as it warmed up against them then started to drip down my chin.

At this point I think John was being very careful not to cum himself, I think he was seeing just how far he could go with me.

He watched my face with every motion of  his cock sliding into what appeared to be my hungry mouth l.

I don't think John could believe his luck, that shy office junior boy really was something else quite possibly what he'd been looking for for so long, a compliant willing cock sucking slut, but he sensed there was more to me than met the eye,  a very good assumption and one I'd pay for very dearly on what would be my first of many visits.

Pulling out he stood back and looked at me with a smile. There was something on his mind which pleased him greatly and his twitching cock.

He ordered me to get off the sofa whilst he placed  some cushions in the middle and covered it with an old curtain which clearly had dried  on spunk from his earlier conquests.

There was definitely no mistake what was about to happen to me, I'd actually dreamt of this moment for some time as I always thought there was a connection between us, here I was, about to fulfill what I'd always thought was just a pipe dream as he positioned me on the sofa face down into a cushion.

‘ you've teased daddy once too often, now you're going to pay the price’.

Was this just role play or did he actually mean this? 

I was about to find out as the sofa dipped down with the extra weight as he positioned himself behind me.

I couldn't believe this was happening to me, only hours earlier I'd been enjoying myself at the office party and pub crawl , now I was about to be fucked by this older man who had so much more  experience than I had, I was about to learn just what was expected, no , demanded from a submissive cum slut.

He leaned over for my panties and rubbed what was left of my sperm onto the top of his cock, any left was rubbed over my unsuspecting sphincter as it was about to be used by a more experienced virle man.

A moment of apprehension as his cock homed in, it's first contact with me felt electric, the tingling made my body involuntary push downwards into the sofa in a vain attempt to stop him but there would be no escape as that solid cock of his followed me down and made contact again, this time with a bit more pressure this was it, I couldn't believe this was happening to me, initially he was gentle as he pushed away at my sphincter, I think it may have been nerves but it refused any attempt to have anything pushed past it, John obviously with more experience persisted, a bit more pressure and downward force and then the most excruciating pain as the head forced its way in, the whole experience felt like it was my first time, it wasn't but most definitely the first time a more dominant and highly experienced man attempted to fuck me.

My initial scream and cries made him slow down but not stop, he was going to fuck me like I'd never been before as he tried to push more of his girthy cock into me, my own sperm used as a lubricant had now dried up making entry difficult but he was ready for that eventually as a cool sensation ran down my butt crack as his cock now settled once again against my entrance. 

There was a pause that seemed  to last forever then with a deep breath he continued with his penetration.

The pain was indescribable as he slowly and with resistance from myself self sunk deeper into me, I'd made the mistake of  relaxing on his initial penetration, a quick reminder from John and as if by magic he slid right in, that pain was excruciating as I really screamed out as forgot, technically I was still a virgin to larger cocks, within seconds I could feel the heat from his swollen testicles now rested firmly on my buttocks.

Kissing me on the back of my neck he just calmly said ‘ there you go, I knew you could take it’.

Take it I had but the pain! Not since my very first time had I felt pain like this as his cock settled inside me, if I thought this was painful, I'd be in for another shock .

John, ever so skilful, knew when to take me , waiting until the pain had subsided and I'd got used to having what was the biggest cock to date nestled inside me.

I just laid there, John's weight holding me down as my sphincter tried desperately to push his cock out of me, he sensed this and pushed into me, again i cried out as his cock stretched which was to him, a virgin man cunt.

It was time, thankfully not a long one as fortuitously I'd edged him up to close to cumming.

His first thrusts , slow and exploratory as his cock pushed as deep as it could, my loud cries now more just a murmur as he built up a  rhythm, slapping my buttocks as he rode his new young filly.

His excitement was fairly evident as he started to breathe more heavily, the sensations of his cock very evident as it rubbed tightly inside  my back passage. There was little chance of him lasting as he sped up to the point his strong muscular arms pulled me up by my hips off the sofa and right up to his, I guess this was the most painful part as his cock now has better easier access to pillage my bottom ever deeper,

John had finally arrived at his own fantasy of fucking me as he now mercilessly started to fuck me in earnest, his large balls now slapping against my bottom.

Heaven knows what his neighbours thought  with all the sounds coming from his flat but it was a competition to as which one of us the most vocal me through the pain and the ecstasy or him as his cock strained away in what to him would it have been a virgin arse, it was quite a crescendo as he really slammed into me pushing my face into the pillow which I'll admit I was now biting to try and muffle my cries but wasn't working much as I cried away.

 The last 30 seconds was  possibly the most energetic from him as the sofa now rocked away, he wasn't going to last and I knew it, 

 I don't think he realised just how close he was to flooding my tight passage

His moans now increased as he pumped into me pulling and pushing at my sphincter tightly wrapped around his shaft as his cock pounded it.

He was about to lose control. I think he experienced so much pleasure as he forced me into  the pillow the thankfully he finally came, oh my god did he cum! From being vigorously fucked which had made me sore he was now flooding me full of his warm sperm, by the feel of it quite a lot as momentarily it went rather warm inside me before he calmed down and collapsed on top of me, his heart thumping away as his orgasm wained, I could feel his cock steel pulsating inside me, his hardness seem to last long after he shot a very impressive load into me, his withdrawal was definitely going to hurt and I was right as my tight little sphincter struggled to release his mature thick cock. A few more sounds of discomfort as he pulled away from me and it was over as his now limp cock plopped out, even in that state it was quite some size. Slapping my buttocks very hard that it stung ‘ there you go slut, I enjoyed taking you, your mine now’ that statement worried me , how could I ever hide John from her?

John still profusely sweating from his energetic fucking of me, finally found the strength to roll to the side of me face to face I'm not sure why but he kissed me and I reciprocated naturally, a few more lingering kisses and it was all over, he'd had his prize.

I got up and looked at myself in a mirror, I looked a total mess, my sphincter still throbbing away from its pounding. I was led to the shower to clean myself up, handing me a douche, he asked me if I knew how to use it. I had a fairly good idea as I'd improvised using empty squeezy bottles in the past.

With that I showered myself and carefully cleaned my bottom which by now felt like it was on fire, running a finger over it caused quite a shock as what should have been a tight closed up sphincter, was instead, swollen and with a definite gap,  a panic came over me, how would I ever explain THAT to my girlfriend? A very sobering moment indeed.

I came out the shower with a towel wrapped around me and looked out the window to a vast wasteland of snow, thankfully it had stopped snowing but I was essentially trapped here with John for the duration and as I'd find painfully out, he had an insatiable appetite for sex, he'd waited so long for us to be alone and he was to make the very most of his good unexpected fortune.

He called me through to the bedroom, suddenly I feared another brutal fucking but was surprised to see neatly laid  out on the bed a shiny black chmaise, some lacy holdups and black mesh panties so see through they left nothing to the imagination but at least it would keep my cock safe? These were what his wife wore  and reserved for that ‘ special one' apparently I'd made the grade!

I did look round for my clothes but couldn't see them, even if I could, I couldn't leave his flat.

Dressing for John was in a word, exhilarating, also filled with fear, excitement and expectation, what a slut I was becoming!

There was  more to this older man then I'd expected.

Once dressed for John I looked at myself in the mirror, actually quite convincing all things considered but I need not have  worried over my appearance.

I walked into the front room and John stood up and took a good look at me he smiled l, obviously I pleased him but he still gave me a looking up and down as if something wasn't quite right he came over and hugged me in a reassuring way, I wasn't sure what was on his mind but he rubbed his finger over my cheek and said I think I have a few things you might like and walked out the room returning very swiftly with a black wig and some cosmetics, ‘ please, could you wear this and make yourself up' ? He sounded so sweet and so genuine that I couldn't resist.

Back into the bedroom I sat down at the dressing table, no doubt the very one his ex wife would have used. The lipstick was a ruby red, no doubt one he'd bought but the pink eyeshadow and mascara definitely hers, how old, I had no idea but he'd been divorced almost 2 years so surprised the mascara was still easy to apply.

Once finished, on went the wig, not bad I thought you myself as I adjusted my hair in front of the mirror. Once I was happy with my appearance I walked back into the front room, John got up at from from the sofa and froze as if he'd seen a ghost, I'd find out later he'd deliberately dressed me to look like his ex, by the look of him, I'd done a good job as he recomposed himself, for a fleeting moment he'd shown a vulnerability, one that showed a more compassionate man in appreciation of what was in front of him.

He stuttered as he tried to say how beautiful I looked, well I love a compliment, who doesn't?, that was the moment I just melted into his arms, his embrace soft and loving as he kissed me on the cheek, he didn't want to ruin my lipstick, well not yet anyway.

He'd prepared a small meal for us, this was rapidly turning into a date as he pulled a chair out and helped me sit down, a real gentleman, but one that hid that he would have me again in an unconventional way later.

We ate, we drank, we talked and got to know each other l until he took me back to the sofa, his arm around me as we watched a film on the VHS, more porno of crossdressers getting fucked, the last one was one with two men, I felt sorry for that crossdressers as both men took her and fucked her into submission.

I noticed that now familiar bulge in his trousers as his hands now started to wander over my body, one pulling away at my then tiny nipples , the other inside my flimsy panties, John wasn't wasting any time , he needed sex again.

He stood up and knelt in front of me, pushing my legs apart. 

My cock now super hard from his caressing fingers and very sensitive to the touch, I tried very hard not to cum there and then as he peeled my panties down and off one leg to fully spread my legs.

This grown man was about to give me a master class in oral stimulation as he first kissed the end of my cock, his tongue opened up the slit and probed as far as physically possible, that sent shivers through my body.

This was a new experience for me, yes, my friend had sucked me off but this? My body involuntarily went limp as It slouched deep into the sofa, my eyes closed as John expertly flicked his tongue over my glans then underneath. I tensed as a new sensation swept over me.

Once he'd got my attention, he started to sink his lips over my sissy cock and slowly devoured my tiny cock.

The warmth of his mouth I could feel over my entire shaft.

My cock now twitching away in the warm wet confines of his mouth.

He just took in the moment and didn't move, my impatience was about to be punished as I started a slow fucking motion. ‘Stay still bitch’ I wasn't yet used to being spoken to like this as a hard slap to my thigh brought me back into focus, he was going to milk me with his mouth, I wasn't to move a muscle. 

Now it was his turn as he moved his head up then down, pulling my foreskin over my glans then stretched right back as his head dipped back down.

All I could do is sit back and hopefully not ruin the moment by ejaculating too soon but that was going to be almost impossible as John added more saliva over my shaft as his lips now glided over it.

I opened my eyes to watch this masterful older man work on my poor cock, I had no idea the heights of pleasure I was about to taken to as he bobbed up and down on my little stiff cock.

His next phase was to grip the base of my cock and grip it, effectively creating a human cock ring, the upper part of my shaft started to swell slightly as he now twisted his head round my shaft as he bobbed away on my cock, the sensations now were out of this world , oh yes, he was more than just proficient at this, definitely not his first time.

By now I was beginning to sweat as he drove me  insane with lust, I had to overcome the overwhelming urge to face fuck him but remembered that slap I got.

I was on the verge and he knew it, my breathing became erratic as I desperately held back from thrusting my hips upward then I got to the point of no return, he released my cock from my mouth, my cock slightly purple from his love grip, without warning he frantically wanked me off so hard his down strokes hurt as my foreskin was pulled so far back they pulled my glans downwards.

This was it, this was the moment we both were waiting for as my cock started to spasm, my glans clearly twitching away , I was about to cum, John had timed this just right as a mere second before my cock exploded, he put his lips over the tip of my cock as I blasted out my first two volleys into his hungry mouth.

He seemed to enjoy my cries as I came so hard and so painful as so much sperm was forced out of the tiny slit, again I think I made the mistake of trying to force his head downwards onto my most Intense ejaculation to date, this would be a fatal mistake which I'd dearly pay for much later , in the meantime John expertly managed to extract every last drop of my young man's sperm, not a drop evident as he pulled away from me with a knowing smile,  he'd repay me for my over enthusiasm.

He moved up to my face and kissed me , he opened my mouth with his tongue, it was slippery as he forced his tongue deep into my mouth and moved it around, that slimy texture was unmistakable, John was feeding me  my own sperm!

As it goes I don't mind taking a mouthful of my lover's sperm, but my own? That was different as he pushed his tongue against the top of my mouth and slipped it around.

I'll admit, my spunk tasted like everyone else's , it was just the fact I'd been forced fed my own.

John had one last trick as with a long lingering kiss he pulled away from me, a  long string of thick white spunk pulled away from my lips, as it grew longer it sagged under its own weight so John quickly moved back and sucked it all back into his mouth before closing in for that final spunky kiss, that familiar texture once again was forced past my lips, filling my mouth with my own spunk, now he moved back to watch my reaction.

‘ swallow slut’ was his instruction, normally I wouldn't find this a problem, but my own? This was different and more difficult to do but with a forced swallow I managed to do it, two things I remember when that happened, the taste which was just divine and the shocking amount he'd made me produce!  So much I initially choked as I tried to swallow it down.

Yes John really was a master in his craft.

Now i prepared myself  to be turned around  on the sofa and be mounted again and fucked  like the dominant stallion he'd become, this time I was ready for him,  but frustratingly no,  he just dusted himself down and told me to put my panties back on whilst he went to the kitchen and made us both a coffee and watched the telly, watching the news  we'd got off lightly with the snow  , my girlfriend however would be stuck down south with her parents into the new year  which would play in John's favour.

It was late so we turned in, i had the option of either sleeping in the spare room which I felt would be quite rude considering what he'd just done to me earlier, or share his bed, no contest! 

Very quickly we were both tucked up in bed, me on my back and John on his side facing me with his arm around me enjoying his body heat against mine, I felt so safe in his arms as I drifted off to sleep, however, I'd be rudely awakened by John in the early hours who had somehow removed my panties, he stood at the end of the bed in the dim light, his erection pointing straight at me, it knew it's target.

I was still half asleep as he pulled me down the bed towards his waiting cock by my ankles, my bottom had thankfully recovered from earlier but was about to take another fucking.

He made no attempt to play with me, well not yet anyway as his cock made contact with my skin, a towel was  hurriedly put underneath me as that now familiar cold sensation of lube was pushed into my bottom and on his cock, with that he just pulled my lower torso off the bed like I weighed nothing and slung both  legs over his shoulders,

‘ So, you wanted to face fuck your daddy did you? Now your going to pay the price' he did sound very sinister but I liked that from him, he was in charge and was about to reassert his authority as he pushed  his cock against my now willing sphincter, it wouldn't resist his advances as with just a little pressure on my rose bud,he just simply slid past my newly stretched sphincter.

He waited as he watched my facial expressions as his cock was about to stretch me wide open  again.

This time he showed me no consideration or mercy as he plunged the whole length of his cock into me, initially I did cry out as my sphincter stretched to accept his girthy shaft as it finally bottomed out deep inside me, yes the initial pain was just about bearable, not sure what his neighbours must have thought about that as I cried out loudly again as John tried to go just that little bit further.

John, pleased with his achievement and  looked me in my eyes and smiled, I'd obviously pleased him as he proclaimed his love for me, well until the next conquest came along!

I'm the meantime I'd be the focus of his attention and boy was I about to know it as he did a few exploratory thrusts into me in this new position as  each one went as far, it not further than the last, exploring my tight little man cunt from a different deeper penetrating angle.

He liked my reaction as with each slow deliberate thrusts into me I reacted to the pain as his cock stretched my still inexperienced back passage to the more experienced man.

A few more prods and adjusting my hips to the right height and he was off like a whippet out a trap

No airs or graces as he really went for it, yes he was now revealing just what a dominant and cruel master he could be as my sphincter somehow finally relaxed as his cock now conquered this younger inexperienced man In front of him

He seemed to enjoy how my little sissy cock just slapped back and forth with each stroke as his cock, for now, painfully tried to push further than I'd ever experienced, looking at his smiling face I just knew he was enjoying fucking his new younger lover as he plunged away at my petite body.

By now I was fully awake and aware of my situation as the pain subsided and I was now a more compliant lover. 

Either I was really that good or he was desperate to fuck me again  as his rhythm built up, my sphincter was now feeling the force of his fucking,  for a foolish moment as my sphincter  tensed, big mistake at this point as the initial resistance made him slam  his cock hard and deep back into me causing me to cry out quite loudly , heavens know what his neighbours thought at such an hour! 

His now intense fucking was about to escalate with his frenzied fucking, my cock now slapping against my abdomen if made of jelly.

 Now  he asserted his dominance over me again, he was really enjoying my body ,then the moment I think we'd both been waiting for , me , just for him to finish as my now battered sphincter  with his brutal fucking begged for mercy, him, just to finally flood my tight little arse again with his spunk and he didn't disappoint as without warning he grabbed my legs and held me against his body as his cock released a torrent of cum into me.

It felt so warm and so much that for one moment felt like he put a rubber hose up my bottom and connected to it to a warm tap because there was a lot of spunk being pumped into me, more than I'd ever experienced to date, he was sweating profusely as  his orgasm took over, his hips totally out of control thrusting into me so hard he made me cry, tears streaming down my face as he  continued fucking me with such vigour, how much cum he successfully put into me? I don't know  but it was a fair amount as with the last few strokes, some of his spunk was  now being forced out of me and down his shaft, his howls as he came in me was  actually frightening, nobody had ejaculated inside me in this manner and with such vigour and so loudly, again I was thinking about his neighbours, there was no way I'd be able to show my face out of his flat in the morning assuming I could actually go home! 

John finally started to calm down which I was grateful for as being hauled up into this  position with my legs draped over his shoulders wasn't the most comfortable.

For the last moments his cock just twitched away and thankfully softened as he let out a gasp of satisfaction that he'd bred the office junior, AGAIN!

Somehow I thought he'd now show me some respect but that notion didn't last long as he pulled out of me with a slurping sound  and just unceremoniously threw me down back onto the bed , used! 

Well by now I was sore , his sperm now nestled around my cheeks and sphincter, still pulsating as John just casually walked away to the bathroom to clean himself up leaving me alone sprawled over his bed, contemplating what had just happened to me.

Well I wasn't complaining, well yes, I now had a really sore bottom but that would pass, if only he could leave me alone long enough to recover.

John returned to bed and spooned me, his arm reassuringly wrapped around me, what would my friend make of all this? He'd shown me the way and I'd unwittingly taken the next step. However , for John this was just a break whilst he built up his strength and sperm reserves, I'd need stamina to keep up with what he and his  friend did to me over the next couple of days. This for me was a baptism of fire and I'd survived, or had I ? 

I was now in the company of a much older, much experienced person who had very particular tastes!

In the morning I became John's plaything again, then as the snow melted my education in this sort of thing was just about to expand exponentially with the arrival of a very excited friend of his but first , John wood breed with me again in the morning in another unusual position,