Here is my story , I am a married woman with 3 kids , I have a great life , my hubby as a great job , money is not a problem , nice car , holidays ...........BUT I have been talking to a married lady online the chat were a bit cheeky , for me it was an escape , then the chats got fruity , with the help of a glass or 2 of wine , I was opening up . My issue is I felt there was something missing in my private life , sex with my husband was very traditional, very mundane , no sexy umpf , I wanted to be wooed , seduced , I know I am sounding like a bitch , Steve works hard and long hours , maybe he doesn’t want role play sex after a full shift. When pushed I said I was bi curious, maybe lady is what I need , maybe I want an affair ,maybe I just need to talk to Steve !!! I hear you all saying talk ........don’t do anything you will regret. Sadly that ship sailed , I got more and more flirty with Carole , I was getting wet listening to her , then one night she FaceTimed me , during our sexy chat she stripped off for me to her undies , she was beautiful, then she asked me to play with myself while she did the same , I could believe I did it and I orgasmed so hard. Carole asked for a meet up , a million times in my head I said no , then I was in my car , wearing new undies and my favourite perfume. My heart was beating so hard , then lust was in my head , I met Carole in a local wine bar , we hugged ,it was all touchie feelie , she went upstairs to the loo , then said it was quiet up stairs , we moved to a out of way table , she was touching my face , I was like putty in her hands , she drew me close and asked could she kiss me , I nodded , I could taste her lipstick ,I was in heaven , then her hand went to my legs she whispered for me to open my legs , I did , her touch was electric, her finger tips touched my panties and pussy , then moving my panties to one side , her fingers were in me and then rubbing my clit and I squirted when I cum , something I haven’t done for years , I said I had to go to the loo , she said I want your panties. My panties were wet and soiled , she sniffed them and put them I her bag. She said she had to go , we kissed , she messaged me saying phone me if you want more. That were I am .......what the fuck do I do ???? Help please