I dont want the violins out , i dont want pity i want to be treated as a woman .........with needs. I was involved in a car crash about 6 years ago , resulting in many operations and the sad reality is i have no feeling in my legs and i would be wheelchair bound for the rest of my life. This was a horrible shock to my life , i wasnt ready for my major life style change , i became a horrible person , i took my anger out on everyone , i then took to alcohol to dull the pain, stupid looking back in hindsight yes i was a horrible bitch and i lost a lot of my friends who took my pity for so long then they “fucked me off” I had a boyfriend at the time , we tried to continue some sort of a sexual relationship but i didnt feel sexy at all and sadly he too left me. But last year i had my allalulia moment , i started a new job and i started thinking about me , i was still young and i wanted to regain my sexiness, checking on line , i found many likesame people who were like me , i joined a forum and i found , men and women still had active sex lives , i even brought some sex toys, which i used in bed and in my modern adapted bath. The first time i used my vibrator i cryed when i came , but i wasnt fully satisfied i wanted physical love, After chatting to a few ladies they gave me the number of “escort company” i researched the company and phoned them , it was all professional and i chose my man from their website , on the night we exchanged messages , i couldnt wait. I was so nervous when he arrived , he was very pleasant as well as being very hansom. He smelt so nice , but i wasnt interested in small talk i wanted some action , something i was realy looking forward to it. We moved into the bedroom , he helped me undress and i got into bed , he was patient and i was like a child on Christmas day when he stepped out of his undies , he was a big lad , i have never been vocaly shy , i told him to get closer , i held his cock in my hand it was so warm i soft , i slowly wanked him , i said i wanted him in my mouth , its been so long , it was so erotic , but i wanted him to make love to me, i knew he would have to manoeuvre me , he was so sweet , when i was ready he pushed into me , i was so wet he moved in and out of me , he thought i was in pain i was in pleasure heaven . From my spooning position , he was deep , he deep pull out and said he was going to lick my pussy , i wasnt going to say no , then out of frustration i said please fuck me a little blunt but i was on a mission. He slipped in and was back in the groove , deep thrusting and with a grunt he filled his condom. I was still on the edge , he told me to relax and with his magic fingers , he rubbed and fingered my wet pussy , i was even tweaking my nipple as he pleasured me with his fingers, It was so intense i knew i was close , my sex face must have looked scary , then he hit the spot i held his fingers in my pussy as i , twitched with pleasure. What a feeling we snuggled up on the bed and before his time was up a finished him off with a sexy blow job, I stayed in bed he got dressed left me his card and he was gone. I must admit i used my vibrator before i went to sleep , its been an awakening , he wasnt cheap but worth every penny. My next goal is to get myself a proper boyfriend or maybe a girl friend . Thankyou for reading my story , please reply with a comment , i would love any comments or thoughts. Thank you 😘