I am married and she does not know. I have been dressing since I was in my late teens, although I can remember wearing knickers while baby sitting at at neighbours house. I remember having a crush on the lady of the house, she was so attractive and wore very feminine clothes. To feel nearer to her, I would open her knickers draw and smell her scent, The excitement I experienced while wearing her knickers, blouses and skirts was wonderful and I have enjoyed the feeling or wearing girly clothes and ever since. It wasn't unit early 2000 when I started to take it further and wear a wig and make up along with high heels etc, I joined tv chix and tranny international and swingingheaven. I run my own business and have my own premises which has allowed me to dress alone and uninterrupted in the evenings and at weekends. I met a woman through work who sent me a valentines card and who was very keen on me, calling and e,mailing me asking for a date. I was flattered but told her I could not see her. She pressed for a reason, so I was honest and told her that I was a cross dresser. She was really Ok about it and came to my premises one evening and made me dress up in some clothes and lingerie she had brought with her, before having some amazing sex. On another ocassion I met her at her house, where she introduced me to a guy she knew who liked Tvs and I had sex with both of them, Just amazing, but she moved to Hertfordshire not long afterwards. Through swinging heaven, I met one or two men who came to our premises. It was so exciting and I knew as soon as began to suck my first visitor's cock that I was really hooked. I love the feeling of a man kissing me while fondling my bottom. I like to free his cock and wank him. If he wishes to play with my cock and suck me, then that is lovely. . I have sucked quite a few cocks now and have experienced full anal sex with a man quite recently. His cock felt huge inside me and his fucking motion made me cucm very heavily and very quickly. I just love it. Men do enjoy my smooth girly creamy white bottom and legs as they fuck me. I do also enjoy toying myself when no man is with me and my fantasy is to be toyed or fucked while sucking another cock. If my man wants me to toy his bottom and just finger him while I suck and wank him, this is something I do enjoy, and it usually results in amazing ejaculations over my face as my fingers do their work. Being dressed always turns me on, especially so when I am with a man. The naughtiness of being in my female finery, in my lacy knickers and bra, my lacy under garments and short dress, the anticipation of what is going to happen, the feeling as my man slides his hands up my legs towards my clittie, is just wonderful. I like my man to speak to me quitely, telling me what a wonderful cock sucking sissy slut I am, telling me that they are sending pictures of me to my wife and my work collegues. That does indeed make my clittie very hard and me more eager to be their slutty girlfriend for a few hours. I like kissing too and love to be rimmed, it feels so delicious to have a tongue licking my rosebud. I love to be outdoors, the feeling of a breeze around my stocking clad legs is gorgeous, and the danger that I may be caught walking around in girls clothes is very exciting. I can not really explain why all this turns me on, I know us Tv's are very different from your everyday guy lol. I hope that I haven't rambled on for too long or that you are bored with me already Please tell me now what really turns you on ?? Do you want to fuck me ?