Hi i would like too share a few things with you all im a overweight guy with a very high sex drive and i keep having the same sexual desires week after week it all started 7 years ago when i found myself eating my lunch and saw lots of people walking past into some woods next too where i was parked i was very intrigued too what was happening so i finished my sandwich and went for a walk ... to my amazement i saw a eldery woman not pretty at all sucking guys off around 7 or 8 so i stod there watching and then the guy next too my pulled my joggers down and said you need it out too get it sucked .well i was hooked and kept going back to see if she was there again but no such luck then one day i was there stood around having a cheeky wank when a guy creeps up next too me and got his cock out it was quite a bit bigger than mine im only 4 inch and he said you want it in your mouth i didnt know what too say and he could see i was nervous so he grabbed my head and pushed me down a kissed it and opened my mouth and let it slip in ..... i gagged alot as he pushed it down my throat but eventually took it all and he came down my throat i had no choice in it he said thanks that was great and walked off .... now ive been a regular sucker on and off when i get time away from the mrs but i want to go a few steps further and be used and abused by lots of guys one after another so i get broken and hurt so im looking at starting too crossdress make myself look all pretty and go to a club or sauna for a full day what do you think i should do ???