I am writing my story in secret. Not from my husband because this is all down to him but from anyone, I may know who reads these stories. I am writing it hoping that someone has had a similar experience they will share. I am a 27 year married woman with a small family. I am not unattractive, and I look after myself. My husband is an immature 33 year old who sulks if he doesn’t get his own way. For a long time he has hinted and out right suggested swapping and so on, telling me that his ‘dream’ is to watch me with other men & women. In his words ‘ I want to watch a bigger older guy fuck your brains out’. Why older or bigger I don’t know but as I’m only 5’1” bigger wouldn’t be harder to find. This has gone on for a long time even resulting in me wearing revealing clothes including a blouse and no bra so that his friends can have a good look. I don’t mind, its funny to see them looking but trying to hide it. Sometimes I wore a blouse too small for me with no bra and the effect was hilarious. So, I guess I only have myself to blame for where we are now. My husband has become friends with a workmate of mine, he is much older at 64 and at 6’ 2” ish and a stocky build is much much bigger than either of us. I know he has this ‘thing’ about me because he flirts all the time. My husband of course is in his element, and as you would expect is asking all the time if I would ’fuck him’ if I had the chance. Then I found text messages from my husband to this other man talking about in ways a husband and another man shouldn’t, my colleague going into detail what he wants to do to me and my husband egging him on. I confronted my husband about this and he said to me that I was boring and should lighted up, he even told me that I was a cold bitch with no idea of what grown up fun is. It was a heated argument as you might expect so I asked him if he was serous at wanting to watch me have sex with another man. My husband went into a strop and stormed out of the room saying, ‘as if you would ever do it’. So, last weekend I put it to the test. We still weren’t talking much but I invited myself along when my husband said he was going to to visit my colleague who I’ll call Ben for the benefit of this story. I decided I was going to set the two of them up so before we left I took of my bra, put on an almost see through blouse and a short skirt. I don’t have a very big chest but I am proud at how firm they are think I have a nice shape. We arrive and sit down, then I take my jacket off and you could have cut the atmosphere with a knife. The two of them just looked at me. Ben leaves to make coffee so I ask my husband if he’s sure that this is what he wants, not expecting to actually have sex with anyone just to wind them both up. He just looks at me and shrugs. Ben comes back in and I ask him to sit next to me. I have undone a few buttons which he notices. We start to talk about work and things. Then I bring up the texts and ask him if he was all talk or does he actually want to ‘have a good suck’ of my tits and ‘bang the fuck’ out of me. Ben and my husband look at each other, the subject is changed. After about 20 minutes of chit chat I am now angry at the two of them, especially my husband for what he said to me. So, I put my hand on Ben’s hand and say ‘ put your hand inside my blouse and feel me’ expecting him to jump up and run into the kitchen. I was wrong. Ben put his cup down, turned to look at me, undid another few buttons on my blouse and put his hand inside and cupped my breast. He was gentle, squeezing and rubbing my nipples between his finger and thumb. I looked at my husband who’s eyes were like saucers. I was surprised at how much I was enjoying it, another man touching me. I have sensitive nipples when I am aroused anyway, and this was definitely getting me aroused. My stomach was in knots and there was that warm feeling I used to get when I had sex with someone and I was enjoying it. Yet I still didn’t think it would go any further. Ben undid the last few buttons and opened my blouse and opened it, then kissed my neck. I knew from the text that my husband had told him that this turned me on. After a minute or so of this he leant down and put his mouth on my breast and started to gently suck. Now that I thn back about it all I am annoyed that he assumed that I would go further. He used his one free hand to open his trousers and pull out his dick. It was hard and thick, a much much bigger girth than my husband if not longer generally. He sits up, takes my hand and put it on his cock, then his tongue slips into my mouth and we kiss, passionately as he gripped my breast. I manage to catch a glimpse of my husband who has a half grin half look of shock on his face and I remember him calling me a ‘cold bitch’, I was mad as hell again so I gripped Bens cock and started to massage it, to toss him off’ hard. Ben sat up and started with his ‘fuck’ and ‘fuck this is good’. But he wanted more. Ben grabbed the back of my head and pulled it down. I don’t usually perform oral sex but this was different. I had to open my mouth as wide as I could to let it slide in, in short, I sucked him off and I liked it even though I felt a bit silly at the slurping sounds I was making and the occasional unintended moan that made me sound like an actress in a porn movie. . This next bit is going to sound bad. I could have said no, and I could have just got up and ended it, but I didn’t. Ben said something to my husband that I missed, I heard my husband say ‘what’? Ben said, ‘you don’t; mind if I fuck your Mrs do you’. I have no idea what my husband said but Ben reaches over me, pulls up my skirt and rips off my panties which stung a little. Then he pulled me up, pushed me onto my back and pushed his cock into me. It was the first time in my life that I man’s cock actually stretched me. He slid it in deep and gripping my breasts with both hands fucked me. It was wrong but it was amazing and I knew immediate that I was going to have an orgasm. He ( Ben) loved the control, he released my breasts and put his hand around my neck to hold me down whilst we fucked. I felt his balls slapping my bum I felt every part of his cock inside me until he pulled out and went down on me. My husband never did that, in fact only one boyfriend ever did that to me. In a few moments I had my first orgasm and it was good. Ben ran his tong up my body stopping to have a suck of my breasts before we kissed filling each other’s mouths with our tong’s and he was inside me again. Ben fucked me hard for a long time, he lasted much longer than my husband ever did and then he put his finger into my bum and I had the deepest orgasm of my life. It was as though another woman was begging him not to stop and making these silly groaning noises. I had never in my life begged a man for sex but I begged Ben, I begged him to keep going and he did. Then he grunted and a felt the warm flow of his cum inside me. I didn’t care that my husband was watching or that I’m not on the pill. I mean, my husband and I hardly ever have sex and when we do he wears a condom but I was being fucked bareback as the say and it felt amazing. I had only ever had one orgasm during sex and now I wonder if I had ever had an orgasm before in my life because what Ben did to me, well, my muscles tightened and refused to work. Ben stopped pumping his cock into me and with us both panting he lay his head on my chest and ran his tongue round my nipples. Hs head was raising up and down as I tried to breath. Daft as it sounds now, I looked down at him and I loved the shape of my breasts, I was soaking and my nipples where hard and big, bigger than I had ever seen them before, not that I study my nipples mind you, but I noticed them then. Then he got up, kissed me on the lips and went to clean himself up. I lay there, my legs open wide, my blouse somehow on the floor and my skirt round my waist. I was wet with perspiration and I could feel cum sliding out of me. I remembered my husband and looked over at him. He…was….devastated…. and I didn’t; care. I asked him if he enjoyed that, sad ‘because I did’. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up, made myself another coffee. As my husband and I were walking out Ben put his hand on my arm and thanked me. I was the queen of bitches right then. I actually undid a button on my blouse with one hand, took Bens hand and put in inside for him to have a feel and I kissed him hard again whilst he had a good feel. My husband metered something like ‘for fucks sake’ and pulled me out. He didn’t talk to me until today. He tried to make out that it was all ‘cool’ and he was glad it happened. I was a bitch again and told him that I couldn’t wait to ride his cock again, not that I rode it last time, it was more a case that I was on my back being shagged. But it was good.