Following on after leaving the bedroom and having shot my load I retired to the spare bedroom. It doesn’t seem quite as exciting after you think and reflect on what might follow. I stayed there all night hoping Pam would come looking for me, I had heard the bathroom used a couple of times but didn’t know if John had stayed or gone. The next day it turns out John had left in the night, neither of us approached the subject next day it was as though it hadn’t happened this continued for days. It wasn’t till John left for work after the holidays Pam was tearful when asked whats wrong, ill miss him I can’t have sex with someone without thinking something of them, we cuddled and I asked did you enjoy it? What do you think, me, do you want it to happen again, where do you think that would lead, me, a lover, I can’t give myself to two people. Over the coming weeks I never felt I should ask more, but often visualised what I couldn’t have seen in the dark, did he come in her or pull out had he a condom on. Even John returning at the weekends never mentioned a word. It wasn’t till late in the month after Pam’s period that we had any sex and that was giving each other hand relief. Let me explain Pam had stopped taking the pill as she said she couldn’t get on with it, but I new it was an excuse as she wanted another baby, so I would use condoms and in no hurry for another, she would have got her way. But now I had no idea of the state of play! So February now, chatting to John he asks me how we are and is Pam okay, and I explained best I could, he says give her time it was all new to her and do you still fantasies about it, yes. I don’t want to take her away from you it wouldn’t work if I did with my job so thank you both it had been a while! It was later in the month just after Pam's birthday in the week that John came knocking on the door the Friday evening, daughter in bed and we had already had a couple of drinks, Pam let him in he had a bag containing two presents and a card. TBC