This is my story with a difference, I am Tom been married to Sian for almost 20 years both successful in our professions , lovely house , cars , holidays the lot , we have a loyal group of friends , our sex life has changed over the years , we both go to the gymn , palates , HIIT , yoga - early on in our relationship we would talk about fantasies , likes / dislikes , turn ons , we were game for anything , porn , role play , mild bondage , sex toys , blind folds. Last summer after our second bottle of wine , I wanted to add a bit of spice to the bedroom , I suggested a threesome well 2 ......a extra woman and then later a extra man . Sian said why do you want something different something extra ........? I said I wanted 2 men to pleasure you and 2 woman to pleasure us both ( Sian did say she wanted to explore a woman’s touch ) We agreed on a extra woman , we didn’t have to go online here friend had the number of a escort agency , looking online we had a choice of 3 ladies , sian chose a Asian type , mid 20s stunning , the other 2 very sculptured , athletic , a quick phone call to seal the deal we chose Anissa , her photos were stunning , the plan was to book a hotel room and enjoy the moment . We met her at the hotel bar she was more stunning in the flesh , we chatted she seemed well into Sian , lots of touches and telling her she was beautiful , I went to get more drinks when I got back to our table , Sian said Anissa had said that if she had known how sexy I was she would have done our meet for free. We finished our drinks , up to our room , the anticipation was intense we all kissed then we started stripping I was bollock naked in the blink of an eye the girls were in their undies , stockings, matching bra and panties , the girls spoilt me and my dick , they kissed a lot , sian was loving the attention , fingers and mouths everything, I was fucking Siam on all 4s , Anissa moved in front laying with her legs open , panties off fingers in her pussy she asked Sian to lick her pussy , she moved forward and straight in , this got me fucking harder , I was so turned on , I didn’t want to spoil it by coming to soon , I pulled out to watch my wife eating pussy , Anissa was vocal telling her to lick harder softer , fingers in her pussy when she came she pushed Sians mouth onto her pussy . Then they kissed , A said she wanted me to fuck her so she could lick Sians pussy , leaving her panties on , A pulled her gusset to one side as she licked away and I fucked her with gusto , Sian who isn’t normally vocal in bed was telling me to fuck her and then telling A to lick her clit , this was too much for me I pulled out coming on her arse cheeks , A said to S clean it up and share it with her , so my wife licked up my spunk from As arse cheeks then moved to Anissa and shared my spunk , so fucking sexy , she stayed for another hour finishing off we all got in the shower together. It was a great experience, we said our goodbyes we slept well , a early morning fuck before breakfast then we checked out , the next few days we chatted Sian said she loved it and was surprised how she instinctively acted out her lesbian fantasy with Anissa , the pussy licking and the spunk sharing she said it was a 10 out of 10 for her. Over the next month or so my mind was thinking what next , I noticed we were watching porn in bed and she wanted to watch the more girl on movies , even rubbing her clit as she watched , a mate in work told me he had a phone number for a adults only party , I googled it , it was hard to get a invite it was like a masquerade ball with masks , I pulled in a few favours and a few hand shakes , it was in London , I mentioned it to Sian , no pressure , we could just watch , she was keen I had to give her the credit card so she could buy something special. We booked into a local B & B and headed off to the party , it was all scanned passed , very professional, inside the people and staff were all stunning , beautiful ladies and ripped men , some with masks and some not , we walked around there were different rooms for your fantasy , some rooms very vanilla , soft and sexy some hardcore , free for all , bondage , orgy the smell of sex and poppers , 2 ladies made a fuss of sian , kissing her and then took her to a private corner , they said you have your fun we will look after her. I walked into a room and men and woman were indulged in oral sex , I few hands on my body and cock , a girl put a blind fold on me , I felt a warm mouth on my cock , then another tongue , I came then when the blind fold was removed there was a woman and man kneeling , they kissed , who’s mouth did I come in. I went to look for Sian , she seen me and said I’ve been invited to join their group orgy , you can watch , lots of girl on fun , then the hunks joined in all bronzed , athletic and big cocks , the girls were loving it so was Sian , sucking a big dick she was having her moment , then on her back he entered her fucking her , the girls were sucking on her boobs another cock was presented to her she sucked it as she was getting fucked , one girl was licking her clit with each thrust , people we’re openly playing with themselves watching , I needed a drink , on my way back , Sian was kissing a lady I noticed she had spunk on her stomach and some on her face. Then 2 guys said they were going to come 3 girls waited with their mouths open waiting for the money shot one of the girls was my wife , they both came and they shared their cum , then they kissed and swallowed the spunk. I was getting a bit uneasy about what was going on , not Sian was loving all the attention and being watched was turning her on , I watched her fingering herself watching the others in action. She cleaned herself up with the girls I was complimented for my beautiful wife buy men and woman , one couple Jez & Cal said they both had fun with sian , Jez said she was a sexy minx and when sian came back she said hers my number I would love to be your little kitten, which went right over my head. At the bar Sian said this Roberto , I said hi then I noticed he had a dick that was bigger than mine , and he wasn’t hard , he said your wife gives good head . She had grasped her moment , and had been ravaged by men and woman , swallowed cum , been fucked and licked multiple ladies pussys , she was beaming with excitement, it was getting late , we decided to call a Uber , lots of kisses and hugs before we left . Back in the B & B she was still horny , we made love then slept , I got up to go to the loo , her mobile was buzzing I noticed there were 10 extra new numbers on her phone , most girls and Jez . We spoke about the party she was beaming , she loved the attention ( what woman doesn’t ) I asked her what her most explosive moment was she said getting fucked and girls kissing her mouth , boobs and clit , she said she came 3 times . My head was not in the right place , I wanted sian to explore her sexual fantasies, she was doing it , I was pissed off she got more out of it than I did . Did I measure up to the big dicked studs , I didnt talk about it . We carried on our normal lives , sian had to go to a over night work meeting , when she got back , I heard a ping sound from her travel bag it was her 2nd phone , I opened it and there were messages from Jez and photos , they had met up and by the text content Jez had become sians little lamb , Jez said her arse cheeks were still sore from the spanking , Sian said well you should do as you are told , she said yes miss. She said she loved the sex toys and the oral orgasms. My mind was fucked , my wife was going behind my back , some men wouldn’t count that as an affair , I confronted her we had a massive row , it all came out we shouldn’t have gone to the sex party , she said it was ok to have the extra lady in our 3some , the penny dropped it was me who suggested this fantasy sharing, our sex life was good , but I wanted more. She said she had been in contact with a few at the party only chat , Jez was in the area , we had a few drinks and she propositioned me saying she had been a naughty girl , and needed a strong hand , we went to my room and the rest was as per the text , spanking , licking , sucking . I even showed him the last message they both wanted to meet up for some fun. I had done this to sian the temptress was awake , she said she was wrong to go with Jez but she’s a woman , I can’t get it out of my head , the party the sex , the lady love , I should be enjoying the memories and planning for more , it has made me feel inadequate, not in control . Please any guidance , be blunt and give me a big dose of reality , from ladies and gents .........thank you