I am married and last year on a girls night out i got chatting to a woman we met all harmless girly fun , after too many drinks our conversation came to sex , who did what with who , how big , what rocks your boat , affairs , one night stands - all skeletons were out of the cupboard. One lady said her and her boyfriend were swingers and Debbie ( Debs ) told us she liked to swing both ways , telling us a woman knows what a woman wants , the chat was funny and very horny. Then the topic filtered out and the drinking started . I got chatting to Debs , we swapped mobile numbers, with a look in her eye she said if you want more than just stories phone me. For weeks i looked and looked at her number on my mobile , then after friday night drinks with the girls from work i messaged her , asked me where i was , she lived only 10 minutes away , she said say your goodbyes and come and see me , tell your husband you were looking after a friend who was drunk , make an excuse. I did it and guilt was building up like a cloud over my head, 5 times I convinced myself not to go to her place but i did . She let me in and i told her i didnt know why i was in her place , she calmed me down over a glass of wine , maybe it was her seduction technique but it was working , she sat next to me , talking , listening , finger touching, i was enjoying the moment , she complimented me on my figure and i was beautiful, winning combo for me then without a run up she asked could she kiss me. All i could do was nod my head , she moved in with gentle kisses , her tounge licked my lips and darted onto my mouth , so sensual , i could feel myself getting wet , we kissed hard , she moved to my neck which was getting me close , kissing on the mouth and on the neck and i was on the edge to orgasm , i couldnt believe it, this was only kissing. Then her hands moved up to my breasts , this was the point were i could of stopped it , but i didnt , she told me to remove my blouse , then my bra , this was it no turning back , cupping my boobs she dipped her head to kiss them and lick my nipples , my husband has done this to me many times but the smell of a woman it was a flow of emotions. She held her hand out and we went to her bed , i couldnt take my clothes off fast enough , her boobs were bigger than mine , we kissed and touched each others body then with me laying down she performed oral sex on me , again a favouite of mine with my husband, gentle licks and kisses , i put my hands either side of her head and when i looked down and she was looking at me , i came , this normaly gets me off at home but this was erotically charged . More kissing and she positioned my hand onto her wet pussy and tickling her clit and being instructed to finger her she came on my hand. It was so unreal , we even shared a 69 , licking my 1st woman was so horny , then in the after glow , guilt overtook me and regret hit me hard, like a tearful girl i got dressed saying it was a mistake and i left her house , hailing a cab and going home . She messaged me saying , dont tell your husband , he doesn’t need to know. She was right , i continued as if nothing at happened , when i was having sex with my hubby , he was licking me and with my eyes closed i was imagining it was her tounge. Then a few days ago i got a message from Debs asking how i was , i didnt reply straight away , i phoned here instead of playing “message tennis” I apologised for how i left her last time , she said she was out having lunch in town , come for a coffee , i agreed , seeing her again i thought would be closure , we had a coffee and a chat , leaving the coffee shop we walked to her car , she asked me to get in the car , she said you have my number keep intouch , we hugged then she kissed me again , i responded kissing her back , she said if you want me finger my pussy , shifting position in her car , lifting up her skirt she had no panties on , i frantically fingered her , then she stopped me and said ...........we will continue next time you phone . I was out of the car , with her pussy juices on my fingers and she drove away ..............why did i see her , my emotions are all over the place .........i want more but i am married - help please anyone .