Oh Chloe, How very strange, I was a lorry driver for thirty years, When things wern't working with my wife and i realised that i could never be "Normal" I knew i had to make changes, It was no way her fault,We tried different things hoping to solve things,A brief period of swinging where i would watch her take other men, I would watch her face closely but so jelous that it was her receiving the pleasure, The time came whe...

It had been three weeks since i had heard from Bob,, so i was quite excited to hear from him, "How are you Cathy, If your free this friday why not come over for a drink, Mark will be here, Bring a change of clothes if you feel like it, I will leave it up to you." If you have read my first account you will know Bob was a seafarer the same as me,during the nights conversation we had a few drinks and Mark had asked,"Were the...

In my earlier recount I explained my Chance meeting and budding friendship with Bob, A man that had attended the same sea school that i went to in the 1960's, After my first meeting with him and his friend Mark, when after a few too many glasses of wine i had inadvertantly let slip that i was , (to use his words.) queer, The night has passed well and i felt a bond had been formed, We continued to exchange Emails and had l...

I have written several accounts of events that happened during my full life,All are factual, The places are real but i do confess to changing Names for obvious reasons, Due to my domestic situation i do my own shopping and cooking, and on this particular day i was walking into the big Tesco;s just outside Cambridge, I was wearing a polo shirt with the crest of my old Sea school on it, The Training ship "Vindicatrix" I had...

Firstly this is not a story, Yes ,I find it a turn on the see my experiences written down, I even think sometimes "God ,Did i really do that" But at my age and living the life i have lead it would pointless to fabricate, Many of the places i mention can be verified ,Obviously i don't use real names as discretion is paramount,especially as my preferences have for married men, Anyway I will press on, I had been chatting onl...

Things had been so slow over the past months i was quite excited to see the message in my inbox," Staying in the travel lodge on the A14 just outside Cambridge, Looking for some company for a couple of hours this evening, I read your profile, message if interested," I gave it an hour before replying, I didn't want to appear to eager, "Yes" i replied "It would be nice to have some company, "What are you thinking of", he re...

Things had been so slow over the past months i was quite excited to see the message in my inbox," Staying in the travel lodge on the A14 just outside Cambridge, Looking for some company for a couple of hours this evening, I read your profile, message if interested," I gave it an hour before replying, I didn't want to appear to eager, "Yes" i replied "It would be nice to have some company, "What are you thinking of", he re...

It was a week before the dreaded lock down, I had been chatting Colin for several weeks online ,He was a wonderful talker,such a charmer, and at my age he made me feel twenty again,He was divorced and lived in a bungalow in Hunstanton,, We agreed that we knew enough about each other to meet,and so i agreed to spend the week end with him, On the drive from Cambridge to Hunstanton i felt so excited,It all seemed to good to...

It was just before the lockdown,I had just enjoyed a delightful stayover in Hunstanton, and my urges had been well catered for, so it was a pleasant surprise when i received a request for a car meet in a well known layby near St Ives in cambridgeshire, We had exchanged a few messages and i learned he was married, Things were not good with his wife and sex had almost ceased between them, He had read my profile and saw that...

This is not a story, just a true reply to a letter fom a friend, Happy new year Norma, It seems quite spooky how simular our situations are.I doesn't all happen in a week,and it was entirely my fault,As my feelings for men grew sex with a woman became less and less attractive until it reached the stage where i would not become erect at all,I was spending more and more time at public toilets,I was constantly wearing stocki...

I don't know if you would really call it swinging,We never anwered an advert or anything like that, It started as just an evening round a work mates house for a few drinks,We hadn't been married that long,I still feel a little stupid how naive i was,I knew Pam was far more experienced than i myself, When we met she was living with foster parents and i sometimes think getting married was a way of escaping. my mates told me...

I wrote before how my wife Pam and i got into swinging, I told that within four years of marrige how our paths took different paths,though i have no regrets of turning totally to men i still look back and wonder how it came about,I was nineteen and she was eighteen when we got married,I was very slim,bordering on being skinny, she had a wonderful full figure, I felt so experienced,I was the breadwinner, the man of the hou...

Although i am still married i am a Mature transvestite, This came to light many years ago but we agreed to stay together to save losing our home,We live very seperate lives and do our own thing,The only rules are that i show discretion and never bring men to the house, I have always respected these rules,It works well and i often stay away overnight, There are some very good locations in the Cambridge area and i cruise a...

Although i am still married i am a Mature transvestite, This came to light many years ago but we agreed to stay together to save losing our home,We live very seperate lives and do our own thing,The only rules are that i show discretion and never bring men to the house, I have always respected these rules,It works well and i often stay away overnight, There are some very good locations in the Cambridge area and i cruise a...

I suppose my revalation is a lot like many others of my generation,We married young,everything was new and exciting, we had managed to scrape and borrow enough money for the deposit on our first home in a new village outside Cambride,All our neighbors were the same age group except for one couple who we referred to as the "The oldies"They were in their early forties, We soon made new friends and were always round each oth...