Days after what I'd done I was lost in my own world, occasionally being chastised by my wife as my mind was elsewhere and she was right, the thought of what Jeanette and myself had done was ever present in my mind as I contemplated what to do next.

The video I had made on the spur of the moment was really amateurish compared to what Jeanette had sent so if I could build up the courage then I'd reciprocate to his unexpected offering, one I was still wanking off to at least twice a day when the opportunity arose.

I'll admit, this chance discovery was really reawakening feelings I'd tried to suppress for so long.

When I had a chance I had a sneak peak in the drawer to see what I thought Jeanette might initially like me to pose in then wank to completion, easy to think such exciting things but could I actually do it? Well I'd already done some photos so I was half way there.

Carefully moving items in the drawer around I got to the bottom, there. a red full length slip, very 70’s and also my secret passion, it was something I'd actually bought for my wife but strangely it was too big for her so saw little use.

Ok, you've guessed it? It was really a present to myself from marks and sparks, apart from seeing some action with the wife in it with another woman many moons ago it lay dormant in the drawer, ok so I retrieved it now and again for my own devious pleasures, a weakness of mine if you will but can you blame me?

The satin-like material really is divine as I'd stroke myself, ending up fucking my own fist imagining being made love to by a dominant male.

Well decision made, I'd chosen what I'd be wearing for my debut video for Jeanette.

I had my own pair of satin panties,which my wife does know about and is quite relaxed about, mixed messages here so I'm very careful of what and when I pleasure myself in her clothes, All I had to do now was wait until she went on one of her shopping sprees then the genie really could be released from its eternal incarceration.

That moment came sooner than I'd anticipated as my wife unexpectedly announced she was off to Leicester for the day to see her friend, that must have been the most agonising 12 hours as I waited for my chance, not only to become Christine but the chance to video the performance for Jeanette.

As I knew I'd have at least 6 hours on my own I nipped down to the chemist to get some lippy and red nail varnish, I just hoped I'd remember how to paint my nails after all this time.

It was a restless night for the pair of us, I guess for me it was the fact that my wife was secretly playing with her clit under the covers, her hips occasionally slightly moving up and down in a vain attempt to conceal what she was doing, I just watched the duvet rise and fall as she brought herself to a very muffled orgasm then rolled on her side with her back against me, well in 10 hours time I'd be In a similar position myself as my cock responded to that thought but just a few strokes, I'd be needing my spunk later.

Morning couldn't come soon enough as we had breakfast, she totally unaware I'd seen her pleasuring herself the night previous, nothing out the ordinary as she dressed, kissed me goodbye and walked out the door in her black pleated skirt and white blouse, evidence of a red bra faintly visible through the material, I know I should have been concerned as the unmistakable outline of her suspenders pressed against the skirt, that really could mean one thing?

Well we sort of had an open marriage which had, I thought, fizzled out but looking at her curvaceous body squeezed into that tight outfit was telling me a different story, so I shouldn't have been shocked but I guess we all have secrets, don't we?

Through the window I watched her walk to a waiting taxi for the station then it was operation Christine.

I was like a child on Christmas day as i made for the ‘naughty draw’ the items within weren't where I left them, something had been removed but wasn't sure what as I dug out the slip and laid it on the bed, my panties and an item from my secret stash ‘ my blonde wig’ which I really couldn't find in myself to throw it away!

A quick shower was in order which almost ruined my photo shoot, as per norm I put on my nipple suckers as the water running down my body gives them a good seal and really pulls them out into hard little cones.

My excitement was accentuated by my hard cock, a few strokes wouldn't hurt as I pulled back my foreskin but almost got lost in the moment before the reality of the situation kicked in, I'd a job to do, I didn't want to go off ‘ half cocked’!

Getting out I dried myself off, leaving the suckers in place, I know I shouldn't but I wanted to look as slutty as possible. I decided just to paint my finger nails to save time as I slipped on my panties, after what was an excruciating wait for the nail varnish to dry I slipped on the red slip, my body now freshly showered, it just glided down my body, the suckers hindering it somewhat but I was going to take them off at the last conceivable moment.

As a precaution I took a Viagra pill which I hoped would ‘enhance’ my excitement,

Hold ups slipped up my smooth hairless legs then the lipstick, pink, It had been a while but I was quite pleased with my efforts, a skill you really never forget!

Last came the wig, slightly matted due to its concealment but a good brushing brought it back to life, it was done, finally, Christine had arrived.

Setting up the camera in front of the 4 poster bed, I was ready.

I cannot describe the excitement I was experiencing with the anticipation as to what I was about to do, the thought that every move I made would be scrutinized by my older friend for his own pleasures later.

Towel on the carpet for protection of an impending tsunami of spunk which i’d purposely held back for this very moment and with the camera remote in my hand, it was time.

I removed my nipple suckers, each made a loud pop as my enlarged swollen nipples were exposed, quickly tucking then into the slip I began, my camera has a flip monitor which I'd turned round so I could see myself to get the poses I wanted, my nipples though, hard and sensitive pushed against the material and very prominent, my wife also looked good in this slip which although slightly on the large side( my fault) her gorgeous 38EE’s filled it out nicely.

First pose, just me stood against the bed leaning on one of the pillars then pulling the slip tight against my breasts to show my hard swollen nipples pushing against the material, although my cock was still in my panties, my excitement was visually obvious like a small tent pole pushing my slip outwards, this one photo was about to be the catalyst for the rest of the shoot as I now raised a leg onto the bed to reveal my black nylon clad leg.

Turning round I did a few of my back and a few more suggestive ones of me bent over revealing my peachy cheeks still tucked into my panties, untouched for the best part of a decade, at that time my dignity remained intact as I kept my panties on, now the photos started to get a lot raunchier and my cock now started to leak some excitable pre cum.

I imagined Jeanette sliding up my slip and pulling my panties down to reveal my urgently desperate cock, this i did for the camera with great effect as I kicked off my panties, my nipples now prominently on display for all and sundry to relish as I stroked the sensitive tips, my other hand instinctively made its way to my cock, softly caressing it, with deliberate motions I pulled my foreskin slowly as far back as physically possible, my angry red swollen glands shining with the pre cum that now covered it, pulling back the foreskin just glided over my lubricated glans, pulling back just that little bit harder forced the slit to open to reveal fresh pre cum oozing out, that was too much to resist as I wiped a finger over it to collect some pre cum, what I did next I still cannot believe as I raised my finger to my lips and seductively sucked it in as I looked into the camera lens, I'd done this many times but never in front of a camera.

I think that very thought tipped me over the edge as I started to wank myself off, not slow and gentle but fast and furious, I desperately needed to cum.

My body responded to that urgency as my hips started to gyrate, in my mind I was fucking her, pinned down on the bed as I forced my cock into her, I was so almost there, then a really naughty thought as I stopped the camera, What a tease!

I thought the rightful place to cum under such circumstances was lying seductively on the bed, quickly I repositioned the camera and positioned the towel and got on the bed, my cock really swollen possibly due to the Viagra and ready to unload its valuable contents.

Checking myself out on the viewfinder, I positioned myself so Jeanette could witness essentially my deflowering but by my own hand, not hers as I now slowly started to tease my cock in front of the camera.

Now I was in my element and very close to cumming as I now pulled at my already swollen nipples, pulling them as far as they would from my body creating little cones of their own then twisting them, imagining that was Jeanette pulling at them causing me some mild pain, ooohhh it felt so nice and so right!

My hips again started to thrust off the bed as I now imagined Jeanette deeply penetrating me in an effort to impregnate her slut, that thought alone was all it took as I now lost control , my hips violently thrusting away into thin air, then it happened as I cried out, no holding back here, I was alone as one of my most intense orgasms, I cried out her name , ‘ ooooo Jeanette’ as the first rope of spunk under immense pressure shot out the slit of my cock.

I don't know what actually happened, normally for a man of my age I can ejaculate reasonably well but this was something totally different as my spunk just shot into the air as if I was that horny teenager again, this wasn't just a small amount either!, reaching its epoch it lost its momentum then fell back down, I just watched myself in amazement as each spurt followed the last, I hoped I'd got all that spunky fun on camera.

Again initially a wonderful wonderful feeling, then a pang of guilt of what I'd just done, why? I don't know, but this was more than I intended and I enjoyed the moment too much to dwell on that thought!, then the realisation that all that spunk had landed on the front, the slip now with my eruptive climax, it was quickly followed by two more which more or less landed in the same place creating a very large messy Pool of warm fresh sperm as it slowly started to soak through the slip and onto my skin.

My cock twitched away still within the firm grasp of my hand as a few more squirts of sperm left my body under less pressure leaving a trail of sperm slowly running down my knuckles and around the base of my still incredibly hard cock, thank heavens for my Viagra!

I couldn't believe what had just happened and the very fact that I made it happen all for Jeanette.

Totally exhausted I just lay there, some sperm still oozing from my still twitching cock as it reluctantly withered away back to its semi dormant state.

Looking at the ceiling I thought What have I done? The camera was still rolling and caught everything I'd willingly just done for her.

Finally I got off the bed and stopped recording, one last thing I thought to myself as I went to the full length mirror and took a few full length photos of me in my slip, covered in my still warm sticky sperm, a quick kiss on the mirror for Jeanette as if we were having a romantic kiss revealed my pink lipstick for her, with that it was done as I wiped off any excess sperm still clinging onto the slip and put it into the washing machine with my equally soiled panties, all evidence of this would soon be removed, until next time.

Now the conundrum, do I share this video and photoshoot with Jeanette? There was an element of shame but to be honest I think I may have gone above and beyond with my effort which revealed a lot more of my deeper passions sex wise then I'd intended.

Once the washing was done and dried, I placed the slip carefully back where I found it and stashed away my wig and lippy for another time.

Now it was time to review and edit my video into what would turn out to be a very revealing one that Jeanette wasn't expecting as she thought of me as a shy sissy slut.

I had plenty of time to watch my efforts which, yet again, I found strangely erotic as I watched myself basically loose myself in wild abandonment.

Video edited with the photos added. I watched my efforts, my cock now stirred again as I watched this slut, me! Shamelessly play with herself for an audience of one, the Viagra still potent as my cock grew into hardness once again, what was I to do as I started to wank myself off watching myself! Ok, quick question A: is this normal to watch yourself wanking? Regardless, I definitely enjoyed it!

B: Have you, the reader, done anything like this? If I was in my teens then I'd say yes but at 62!!

Well I did and I'm sure Jeanette would enjoy the video, time would tell but for now I had to wank and wank fast as the wife was due home within the hour.

Just watching myself, I didn't see me in the video but some reasonably good looking crossdresser giving her all.

Yet again my free hand found my nipples and pulled and twisted away at them whilst my free hand started to slowly wank away to start the process of another forced ejaculation, this was surprisingly quick as I felt that now familiar tingle at the base of my cock as it was being mercilessly milked by my own hand, great timing as I came almost at the same moment I did in the video, oops, in my haste I'd not got any kitchen towels as, once again my cock surprisingly shot out some spunk, nothing on the grand scale as earlier but still enough to produce a small puddle in my hand which I’d quickly placed there to save the carpet.

I did cry out her name as my cock, twitching away just oozed my hastily conjured up sperm, so warm!

Not too much this time, well let's face it, only 90 minutes ago I'd shot possibly a month's worth of pent up cum in one go!

The sudden urge to do something very naughty took control as I looked at my own sperm in my hand, it really have been a while so why not as I raised my hand to my mouth and lapping up all that yummy goodness, oh it tasted so nice, just how I remembered it as I devoured every last drop, well once a cum slut, always a cum slut, my ex mistress had taught me well!

A bit too late now but I really should have videoed that for Jeanette, would she like to watch that sort of thing? maybe next time, if there was one.

The video was ready to send but I waited for the right moment to send it

This was more difficult than I'd originally thought.

I'd spend restless nights thinking should I send it? Would Jeanette keep it to herself? That threat of discovery now, that ugly spectre sat on my shoulder as I confided in her, her years of wisdom shone through as she convinced me I was safe in her hands, a few more days then, I made that decision which would bolster my feelings of trust and friendship and decided to send her that video, with one simple click, the video was sent, now my future was in Jeanette's hands.

Uncharacteristicly, Jeanette fell silent, this sent me into a panic, what had I done?

What would become of what essentially was my folly!

For four days, my life was in turmoil, I felt dead inside as my mind played evil tricks with me, Jeanette didn't seem to be that sort of person as the days passed by, her account seemingly frozen, then redemption as my smartwatched buzzed away, her name popped up telling me I got an email, you cannot imagine the relief I felt at that moment so much so I was overwhelmed with relief that at the very least she'd got back in contact with me, what was in the email I'd yet to find out so I went for a quick walk and opened the email on my phone.

There wasn't a lot in it to be honest but what it said confirmed she was genuine that email just said

“ Superb, maybe one day we could do that together xxx” and that was it.

She sent a video of herself wanking off to a picture of me in the slip, from that moment on my sex life would change as suddenly my hiatus, sex wise was over and I was now having regular sex , ok, with myself, quite often, this would go on for best part of a year as we exchanged emails and photos, I got to get to know Jeanette very well and her me, long distance sex was incredibly working for us, then suddenly out of the blue something unexpectedly happened to me that I didn't see happening.